The ball is rolling towards my lap band surgery...and I am so excited! I attended my first seminar about 2 weeks ago. Today was my first appt with my regular doctor. We talked about the lap band, reasons for doing it, etc. She put in a referral to my insurance and seemed genuinely happy and excited for me. My first appointment with my chosen surgeon is next Tuesday. I had bloodwork done today as well. I'm hoping my referral goes through by next week so that I can keep my appt date with the surgeon. The main thing is that I FEEL so much BETTER. I've been so nervous since starting this journey. I was a nervous wreck asking for the referral and imagining all the nightmare scenarios where I wouldn't be allowed to have one. Now that I am officially on my way I feel like I can relax....just a little! Haha. I still have to get through Tricare, and I know those hoops might be harder to get through. I think the first step in doing all of this is admitting that you have a weight problem that goes beyond your total control. I have admitted that to myself, my husband, and my best friend. Today I admitted it to my doctor. Something that has always caused me great shame and embarrasment is now becoming something I am ok to say outloud. I know that I need help and help may just be around the corner. Wish me luck.