I am very proud of myself, my progress, my determination, my strenght, my passion, my selfcontrol and my faith with God.  If it wasn't for him, I would not be where I am today.  That, I am very Thankful for everyday I wake!  Well, today was a good day for me.  The scale read, 150 Pounds!  Yes, I am very, very excited but, I don't feel like I can break out and celebrate just yet......  My goal has always been to see *100* Pounds Lost*!!!  I feel I can't be 100% amazed until I reach that goal!  I know, it's truly silly not to be bouncing off the walls at 80 pounds gone forever in just 5 months after surgery!  I can't really explain how I feel....I feel joy, excited and silly, goofy happy about my pics now days!  I just wanna see those numbers!!!!  I know I will, and it wont be long.  I am still amazed at the clothes I can wear now.  I can walk into a store pick my size and buy it, without even having to try it on!!!  I have NEVER been able to do that in my life!  I know the people who haven't had surgery yet, are reading this are thinking....she is CRAZY!!! Can't she see how much she has lost?!?!  Yes, I know....it just takes longer for it to sink in for some of us.  Just know, I am thankful and appriciate everything my OH friends have said and done.  Thanks guys!!! I love ya'll!!!  I do get really tickled when I think wow, I have 30 pounds until I hit 120 pounds!!!  I have a good feeling that before the end of this week, I will be in the 140's!!!!  I wouldn't be to shocked to see 149 pounds on the scale in the morning, if so.... I am gonna have to post again....HeeHee!!!  Well, I think that's my story for the day.....Tah Tah for now..........
Ash :)