It's been a long while since I last posted. I guess I was distracted with work, life, a new boyfriend. There was about two months where I gained and lost the same 5lbs over and over. I guess I lost hope or motivation. Then I finally got my crap together and started losing again. I now do cario 6-7 days a week and have lost tons of inches. I'm finally in a size 22 pants/jeans and actually bought a 20 work pant from the Avenue. I could not believe it! I'm not perfect and I don't eat 100% the way I should but this is a process. I can't expect to loose 100lbs instantly. I have my next fill on Monday and have lost 70-72lbs, depending on the day.

Well the past month wasn't so great for my weight loss. I did not get a fill so I was already feeling defeated. I ate crap I shouldn't have and felt no restriction. I did go to the gym more then I had previously and made great strides working out, so that I'm pleased. I only lost three lbs this months but am at least grateful I didn't gain. I got a fill today and am ready to rock and roll. Only 2.5 lbs till I get to my first 50.  

Well I hope everyone had a wonderful holiday. I can't believe how quickly this year went by. I am excited to see what 2008 brings. My holiday was good except for the fact I got the flu 2 days before new years. I was vomitting and my throat was so swolen. I had it again on New Years eve but my doctor gave me a shot for nasea and some antibiotics. Weirdly enough I felt ok to hang out with some friend doing low key stuff. Last year I was in bed by 10:30 because I was sick and had a blood clot (didn't know it at the time). So I was a bit dissapointed to be sick again. But all turned out well. My Christmas was good. I told myself not to fret over eating some Christmas goodies and that I'd start my "diet" the day after. That is what I did and lost 7lbs by new years. I have 4 lbs to meet my 50lb mark and I seem to be stuck the last couple days on where I am. I wanted to lose 50 by 1/7 but I'm not going to over do it. It'll come off when the time is right.

I wish everyone a wonderful and safe 2008. May all your hopes and dreams come true! :)