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on August 20, 2007 3:15 pm
Well I revieved my aproval letter. im so glad. I actually got it like a week ago but I never opened and didnt know. Im happy now im waiting for my date she sould call me tomorrow with the surgery date. im thrilled.
An update on me now.
As some of you know my 4 year old son passes away 2 months ago.We are all doing ok I guess. I have my moments alot of them actually. Im depressed and have resorted to food again. I have my husband t talk to which is great and it helps. Its still hard I miss Kedan so much it hurts.
The school protriat people sent me pictures they made of him today so I would have more 8x10's of him that was really nice of them. Of course I balled as I saw them. Its hard to look at his pics now. The sad thing is its not weird that hes not here anymore im use to it. Thats sad in itself. Its hard knowiong hes never comming home. Hes becomming just a memory.
but ive been on tv 2 times and im going on again in the morning live. Ive also been on a talk radio show about our story.
I am lucky to have my faith because I know Kedans in Heaven and I will see him again someday. I wish here were still here of course but the future with his is all I have to hang onto.
I have to admit my life has stopped in many ways since hes died. nothing is fun anymore. I dont even want to have fun anymore.
we are having a fundraiser this Sunday aug 26 to raise money to finnish paying off the funeral bill. We didnt have life insurance because he was denied because of his autism.
We are also tryign to raise fund for his headstone. I have it all picked out just no funds. But we will get it with Gods help we will/
Im goign to start back to school in Jan. ive not been in 12 years WOW Im going to study my butt off so Kedan can work THROUGH me to helpm other children. I also plan on learnning to sign.
I hope it helps keep me occupied and my mind off the tradgity thats happened to us.
Im not sure if ive posted his memorial video on here or not. its been so long since ive been here.
In case I didnt here it is again.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lksNGms1YnE
heres my last news broadcast. click the pic of him to watch it.
http://www.wsiltv.com/p/news_details.php?newsID=2743&type=top
2 comments | Click here to leave a comment.An update on me now.
As some of you know my 4 year old son passes away 2 months ago.We are all doing ok I guess. I have my moments alot of them actually. Im depressed and have resorted to food again. I have my husband t talk to which is great and it helps. Its still hard I miss Kedan so much it hurts.
The school protriat people sent me pictures they made of him today so I would have more 8x10's of him that was really nice of them. Of course I balled as I saw them. Its hard to look at his pics now. The sad thing is its not weird that hes not here anymore im use to it. Thats sad in itself. Its hard knowiong hes never comming home. Hes becomming just a memory.
but ive been on tv 2 times and im going on again in the morning live. Ive also been on a talk radio show about our story.
I am lucky to have my faith because I know Kedans in Heaven and I will see him again someday. I wish here were still here of course but the future with his is all I have to hang onto.
I have to admit my life has stopped in many ways since hes died. nothing is fun anymore. I dont even want to have fun anymore.
we are having a fundraiser this Sunday aug 26 to raise money to finnish paying off the funeral bill. We didnt have life insurance because he was denied because of his autism.
We are also tryign to raise fund for his headstone. I have it all picked out just no funds. But we will get it with Gods help we will/
Im goign to start back to school in Jan. ive not been in 12 years WOW Im going to study my butt off so Kedan can work THROUGH me to helpm other children. I also plan on learnning to sign.
I hope it helps keep me occupied and my mind off the tradgity thats happened to us.
Im not sure if ive posted his memorial video on here or not. its been so long since ive been here.
In case I didnt here it is again.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lksNGms1YnE
heres my last news broadcast. click the pic of him to watch it.
http://www.wsiltv.com/p/news_details.php?newsID=2743&type=top
