So very much has changed in the last 6 months. I look different. But more than that, I feel different. I haven't felt this good in more than three decades. I know that having the surgery was a risky endeavor, but I truly feel that not having it would have been riskier.
I am delighted to have my type 2 diabetes resolved, have more energy and endurance than I have had in years.
I'm still struggling with "feeling" fat ... okay, may not so much fat as chubby ... but, I still really see the chubs I still have to lose. Sometimes, I see myself and I can hardly believe the slimmer, trimmer me. Other times, I see myself and I still see the chubs. I know that part of it is reality and part of it my head needing to catch up.
The weight loss has really slowed over the last 4 to 6 weeks; and while I "knew" that was to be expected, it is a little scary. I'm finding that I have to "work" at losing now; the weight doesn't just fall off. I'm hoping that I'll be able to lose somewhere between 15 and 25 lbs over the next 6 months.
I have to say that I am hopeful that I will be able to maintain my loss in the long term with the help my pouch and the new skills I've been developing.