I did it! I made it thru surgery. I am only 5 days out and i can tell you I already feel better. Am I crazy? I have to get over mentally being hungry but I did it. Protein shakes are getting on my nerves I have yet to find the one thing i can live on ya know. I am getting in my fluids and my insicions are healing perfectly. My 2 weeks check up is on June 27th. The first 2 weeks i have been told are the hardest but i am doing it. I am here and willing! WooHoo!! Thanks for all the support everyone. Muah

Easier ? No! Habit ? Maybe. Thats what i feel like it is. I get up every morning make my protein shake get my jug of water and ice together and then start my day. I don't think i could have made it this far if it wasn't for those sugar free popcicles!! Mmmmm! I love them. And Jell-O! so far so good! My advice is keep your head up and pull thru if your hungry go for walk do something.  I am half way thru and i already feel better! Woohoo. Just remember YOU CAN DO!!!!!

So this liquid thing sucks so bad.... HELP!! If it wasn't for my husband and my co-workers i would have not have made it this far. Thank you so much! but it just means i'm getting closer and closer to surgery 6 days to go!

Yep they started today. so that mean i'm 10 days away from surgery. so far so good. but remember this is only 3 hours into day 1 ask me on day 3 5 and 7!! haha. thanks for the support guys. love ya

I don't know where i got the idea that the PATs were just a blood drawl. Oh no they were much more then that. about 5 more hours worth of testing needless to say i was 3 hours late for work and i was not a happy camper after i left there. the last person to see me was an doctor whose speciality is internal medicine, what a crock hes a family doctor who charged me 20 dollars to listen to my chest and my heart after 5 hours of testing telling me my heart rate is kinda high write me and script and tell me theres nothing holding me back from my surgery and congratulations. what a crock of shit!! I wasted 3 good hours to tell you my heart rate was high because you people stress me out. Just to tell me i'm all cleared for surgery. WOOHOO!! so at the end of the day i am more stressed 20 dollars short and 3 hours short on my paycheck!! but on the BRIGHTER SIDE MY SURGERY IS JUNE 9TH AND NOTHING IF GOING TO STOP ME FROM STARTING ALL OVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!