Ashley A.

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I began to pack today and it really sucks..I didn't realize how many f'n clothes I have that don't even fit my ass..I just can't bring myself to throw them out because they are all still in really great shape and I know they will fit again one day. They are all from Lane Bryant and we all know their clothes aren't cheap..especially since when I worked there I would spend probably half a check buying clothes there since I got a nice discount. Anyways..I have so much more packing to do. We are moving out on Saturday but luckily I will have Saturday-Wednesday off..I can't wait. I need a break from work. So I'm hoping I can get everything moved over Saturday. then have Sunday to clean my old place and fix everything that has f'd up in this crappy apt that has been sucking me dry-income wise..lol. I have hated this apartment from day 1 but it was nice having a year of freedom and living on my own even though it got very stressful sometimes. I got a pretty decent workout today, I had to pull up carpet and scrub the floors so I sweating like a cow.. Its really weird it seems like since I have been losing weight that I have been sweating more and it seems like my under-arms get smelly quickly..  I never had this problem before I don't know what's going on. It just so strange because I will be freezing half the time at work but my under-arms will get sweaty sometimes...ugh this sounds so gross typing it out..lol. I hope this isn't TMI for anyone..I'm not ashamed of it...lol. It just really sucks because pre-op I would never sweat and never had to deal with BO..I just don't understand it.
I have my next fill scheduled for May 19th..I'm debating on cancelling it because I have been having some problems with getting stuck every now and then...I'm doing the platuea buster diet that wonderful Elena posted. I'm on day 2 and I'm loving it. I have already lost some weight but I really won't beleive until it stays the same number for a few days...but I'm trying to not weigh myself all the time. Anyways..I will try to update this more often..things have just been crazy with moving this weekend and everything. Have a good night! 
 

Today was my five month bandiversary...I feel amazing...tired but amazing. I'm 64 lbs down. YAY me!!! To think 5 months ago I was lying in a hospital weighing a whopping 454 lbs. There are so many things I have been noticing lately since my weight loss. Its crazy how the smallest things can make such a huge impact especially in your self confidence. Being able to fit in a chair when you are looking at and think there is no way you can fit in, trying on those jeans that you could barely fit into months ago, being able to walk up 15 steps without wanting to die...being able to get up with out breaking your body and having to pry yourself up..lol. Off the furniture of course..I still hear bones pop when I get up off the floor..lol, but not for long I hope. All those little things I have been noticing since I have lost weight. I'm so glad I took the plunge and went through with the surgery. I only wish I could have done it sooner. 

Well Talk you all soon. Gnite..