well friends I am happy about this as of today I have lost 37 pounds but my stomach is still big. When I was bigger the doctor said that I had a hernia I wounder if that is still the case if so what can I do about that. Oh well just thought I would post what I have lost aready.....

Today I went in for a fill. I hope this is the one that makes the differents if not I think that I will get the RNY. I do NOT think that this is working for me I am not doing well with this lap-band. I dont know I am just so frustrated about all this.... I dont know where to turn....

Well the update is that I have lost 27 pounds nearly not enough of what I wanted to lose in 8 weeks. I think I have lost the need to do right. I am at a lost right now I dont know why. I am really disappointed that I have not lost enough weight and that is making me depressed so now its just whatever.... I need someone here that can support me and I can support them... oh well untill then..........