Today went for my 5th fill it was raining and I have to drive so far for this so when I got there the doc said that I didnt need one beause I lost 6 pounds in 4 WEEKS  and I said to him that I do need one so we went back and forth on this until he said if you want one then I will give you one. I said Thank you very much so he gave me one so I was happy. I still dont feel any diff. BUT whatever.....until

I am having a bad day. I think that I want to get the bypass now I dont think that I am losing fast enough I dont know if it has been enough time but I am still on BP meds and my stomach is still big even thought I have lost 30 more pounds. The only way that I lose weight is to eat once a day. I dont think that I have to do that if i eat three times a day I will gain WEIGHT I dont know what to do now!!!!!!!!!!!!

I have lost 39 pounds already and I am going for a fill on the 20th. I dont know if its me but my fills are the same I can eat the same after the fills. I dont feel like I have no restriction this will be my 4th fill when am I going to get it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!