Hello people I have looked at this web site for years and I thought that there NEVER would come a day that I could be on here and tell me story WELL now I can.
Today I went in for a fill. I hope this is the one that makes the differents if not I think that I will get the RNY. I do NOT think that this is working for me I am not doing well with this lap-band. I dont know I am just so frustrated about all this.... I dont know where to turn....
Well the update is that I have lost 27 pounds nearly not enough of what I wanted to lose in 8 weeks. I think I have lost the need to do right. I am at a lost right now I dont know why. I am really disappointed that I have not lost enough weight and that is making me depressed so now its just whatever.... I need someone here that can support me and I can support them... oh well untill then..........
I tried to go get a 3rd fill today but I was refused cause I lost 5 pounds since the last fill which was 2 weeks ago I think. I am so mad cause I really needed it. I want to lose 2 pounds per weeks but he said that I was losing 1 pound and that was good. Well I am going to make a appointment to go on my 2 month anna. Well I guess the doc. knows best.
Well it has been something with this band. I went to get a second fill on the 6th of June cause I felt like I still could eat whatever I wanted and I could. I wanted to feel a diff. but I could not I still cant. If I have not lost 2 pounds at the eand of this week then I am going to get another fill.
My name is Anissa aand I have been overweight for about 6 years ago when I had my second child before them I was happy with myself I was 180 pounds. I really had no promblems. So, after my child was born I NEVER went back to my size I still look like I was pregnant and I still look that way NOW. I do not know what is or was the promblem but that weight stayed with me. I could not diet it off either. I went through depression untill about a year ago. I pulled myself out of it and went out and got me a job and some friends. I always thought that I was a kind of person who did not need friends I really never had any cause to be honest I do not know how to be one but I try real hard sometimes they stick around but most of the time they leave. Anyway, I am here now I am on my way to being ME again and She was the awesome. I will be her AGAIN real soon.