What if?

Jun 15, 2011

I cant sleep tonight, up thinking...... what if I don't get approved for surgery? have I done enough to insure they don't have a reason to deny me? what will be my next step if I'm denied?  Don't have any answers right now. I'm not sure what I will do. I wonder too am I ready? Ive done everything Ive been ask to do. but am I emotionally ready?  I want this but will I really be successful?  everything else Ive tried has not worked.  my insurance requirements have consumed my life, all I think about is this surgery, I feel like I'm waiting to live. This is not like me, Ive been put on hold. Can I handle  a denial? I'm sure I can, and I will do what everyone else has done, Ill keep trying. this is the toughest 6 months I have put in, not physically but emotionally, I'm still thinking it probably wont happen for me. but if God allows me to have this surgery I will be successful. I can hang in for a few more weeks.

Good lord when I read this back to myself I realize how pathetic I sound, I really need to go to bed...   sometimes things look better in the sunshine.
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bad month for weight loss!

Jun 09, 2011

I did not do well this month so glad my 6 months is over I only lost 0.8 lbs this month, I'm not going to make excuses I just did not do what I know I should have. I could have done better, I have no intention on quitting because my supervised diet is over. I'm going to continue to try to exercise and diet, obviously I need to do better than I did this month but hey, I still lost some weight...right?  my follow up appt is 7/6 then we can submit, keep your fingers crossed, I hope this goes smoothly.
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