BreakingFree
Surgery is in the NEAR future!!!
Jan 16, 2011
WOW.....already the new year and just now getting to my date! I was surely hoping that I would have been a couple month out by now, but I finally got my date for this upcoming Friday! I am super nervous and trying to get excited about it. It has taken so long that I guess I still haven't realized that I am having my surgery.So much has been going on........my husband is changing jobs and so that means insurance change.....so this was a HURRY UP PLEASE surgery date.....just was approved Friday! And now I am on this diet.......and it is HARD....not even going to try to deny it! No bread, no sugar, no fruit! I would be okay if I could just have a piece of fruit!!!! lol.....I really need to get me some Sugar Free Pudding.....think that would make things so much better! Just craving those massive amounts of carbs that I am used to! Can someone say MOOD SWINGS.....well, that's me! HA!
Now, I am trying to figure out what is going to happen after the surgery. My husband won't even be there to get me home from the hospital :( I am really upset about that. I was there for him throughout his whole process and that is all that I wanted from him....but I do understand and know that he can't help it! Guess I'm just whining.