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Buy clothes at a regular store...not a plus size store.

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Feel good about myself and love what I see when I look in the mirror

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Christian Oakley, M.D.
I really like Dr. Oakley. He is very direct in answering questions and just gets right to the point. He tells about all the methods of weight loss surgery and what he feels would be the right one for you. I rate him a 10 on a scale of 1-10, very happy with him!
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Hope this works
on March 18, 2009 3:08 am

I have been trying to figure out how to upload pictures.  Hopefully this link will work...I am officially down 120 pounds and in a size 2-4 pants and s/m shirts.  Unreal!

http://s350.photobucket.com/albums/q434/brwilkin/before%20pics/
 

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Plugging along......
on January 23, 2009 12:02 am
Today I am officially down 115 pounds and wearing a size 6 to 8 pants and medium tops.  It is so completely surreal.  I never dreamed in a million years that I would ever be this size.  My personal goal was to be a size 10 because I knew I could shop in the "regular" stores at that size.  This surgery is so spectacular and amazing.  I am so thankful for it.  I did well from my hysterectomy, but still very tired.  I just can't seem to get my energy up.  I know my protein is too low and that is probably the reason, but I have such a hard time with it.  I just really don't like it!  It seems all my body wants is fruit and veggies.  Anyway, I just thought I'd check in.  I am 5 pounds from doc's goal and 15 pounds from my personal goal at 8 months out, so I'm hoping to hit doctor's goal by 9 months! 
Amy
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100 pounds down in 6 months 4 days
on November 24, 2008 11:17 pm
It is amazing. In the past week I have dropped like 6 pounds after a really long stall. I am now 161.3, officially down 100 pounds! It seems so surreal. My head just doesn't seem to really believe it. I still walk past the "big girl" section for clothes just because that's where I'm so used to going. This surgery has been such a blessing. I have been extremely tired this week and I attribute that to the uber weight loss, I just don't think your body can deal with that without trying to compensate. Anyway, just thought I'd post and say hi to everyone. I am scheduled for my hysterectomy in less than a month and hopefully will not gain too much during that phase. Happy Thanksgiving to all!

Amy
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Scheduled for another surgery
on November 4, 2008 12:34 am
I am currently scheduled for a hysterectomy on 12/16. I don't know how this will affect my weight loss, but it is time to quit putting it off. I am getting anemic from all the bleeding.

Otherwise things are going really well. I am 92 pounds down as of today and doing much better with the different foods. Bread still doesn't do well at all so I steer clear of that, but otherwise things slowly get better every day. What a trip!
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Not a good week....
on September 19, 2008 12:36 am
I was in the emergency room yesterday morning to rule out a bowel obstruction. I have a dull, achy pain on my left upper side and sometimes it gets so sharp that it stops me in my tracks. I was told I was just severely bound up and so I took mag citrate, which did not clean me out fully. So today I had another dose. However, I still have the pain. I also got my hospital records from the CAT scan, showing I have scoliosis? Now my parents commented the other day that they thought I looked a little lopsided on my shoulders, but I am 33 years old, wouldn't someone have noticed that by now? Or is it just because I am getting bonier? They also found a flipping ovarian cyst and I have low potassium, so it seems I am falling apart at the seams. I also still have no appetite, I have to force myself to eat and drink. It just doesn't taste good. Ughhhh!
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My Story

I am a relative newbie to this board and have watching posts for a few months now. One of my primary reasons for wanting WLS is of course to feel better, but I have another reason as well. The embarrassment. I went to a fun park a few months ago with my son and they literally had to sit on the seat belt to strap me in. I thought I would die. I get asked if I'm pregnant at least weekly, which is not a good thing for my children to hear. My son is constantly asking me why everyone asks me that. And the kicker? My daughter was saying that I embarrass her (now I don't know if this was because of a regular tweenager reaction (she's 11) because I'm her mom or because of my weight). My son heard her say this and said "Well mom, I'm not embarrassed that you're fat ALL the time." And that is the great wisdom of a sweet 9-year-old boy. I am embarrassing my children and it breaks my heart.

I constantly worry that the seat belts will not fit because of my girth (I am 261 and 5'5"), but carry everything in my top half and my abdomen. I don't want to get intimate in the bedroom with my husband because I am so ashamed of the way I look, and that is so unfair to him. While camping over the new year I was in the camper and broke the chair when I was getting up. It has just gotten to a point where I am at such a low in my life that something has to change. My emotional health is in the dumps because I always feel disgusting and shameful and embarrassed.

I don't have many comorbidities, or anything that will kill me, other than I just always feels like there's a stone in my stomach and it always feels so heavy. I get yeast rashes under my pannus that get red and inflamed because the fat rolls sweat so much. I can't go up a flight of stairs without getting winded. So there it is, the ugly truth. Did I do this to myself? Absolutely yes. I have no medical reason for being so big. None of my family is big, they are all normal sized people. There were just emotional issues for me that made me eat, and eat, and eat. I do not eat out of control anymore, I try to watch my portion sizes, I try to exercise, I try to do everything we are supposed to do. Is it coming off? A few pounds here and there, but then it comes back. My family is all against WLS and want me to sink more money into the new fad diets of now (and believe me I have done ALL of them), but I really think the money would be more well spent on something that could really work. I am self-pay as well, so it is a huge chunk of money we are talking about.

So that's my story. Am I proud of it? No. It just is. I want to have WLS because I want to be proud of me. I want my kids to be proud of me. I want to be able to not be embarrassed to swim with them or play with them. I want to go on a roller coaster and not be worried that I will fit in the seat. I want the airplane seat belt to fit without an extender. I want to be able to get out of the car without the car rising up 2 inches. I want to be intimate with my hubby and not think about what I look like. I want people not to look at me like I'm a freak when I have a plate of food in my hand, like I should just put it down. I want to dance again. I want to not have a pannus. I want to walk into a room and just be normal size, not ginormous.

So is this vanity? Partially. But mostly I just want to do something for me, something that I can be proud of, something that can give me a tool to help me with this weight that has plagued me since I was 7. So I think it is for emotional health as well. I'm pretty sure that if you ask ANY fat person, there is an emotional component attached. We are just not viewed as normal people. We are viewed as lazy people as a whole. And I don't want that stigma attached to me anymore. I want to really live life, not just be a spectator.

Amy