How inspiring!!!!!! to meet every one and hear so many different stories.  How wonderful to feel such a connection with people I have never met but share so much in common.

          I walked away with something rather unexpected from the conference….. I now have a deeper passion then ever to help others win the fight over obesity.  As I explained too many of you I am currently taking Nutrition Classes in hopes of making a career change that will allow me to do that…. But since the conference I am even more committed to educated, inform, and inspire others… So watch what I do next.  I promise to post when I have more information to share with you.

For months I have been trying hard to find a way to describe how I feel since surgery.

I am now four months post-op and I can’t believe it.. The time went by so quickly. But, here I am… I can’t believe that a year ago April I was 418 pounds.. and here I am 270’s??? some where in there. I don’t feel like a different person honestly I don’t,, though to talk to people around me you would think that was the case. But, I feel more a sense of freedom that I haven’t felt in a LONG TIME…. Suddenly life seams possible. I want to experience new things. I want to educate myself. I want to give more to others. Suddenly just being here is not enough.. I WANT TO LIVE… I want experience life.  

I have,, been contacted by a booking agent out in LA who wants to book me for 7 nights at the famous COMEDY SHOP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I played there several years ago... and had SUCH A GREAT!!!!!!!!!!! Time. They told me to let them know when I AM FREE and they would love to get me on the schedule.. I really want to do it. But, do I want to do it NOW While Im still FAT or do I want to wait till next Summer when I am MUCH THINNER. Either way I have the material. But, do I want to be SEXY?? or do I want to be FLABBY?? and when can I get away???
I will have to figure it out.