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I'm so glad that Spring is almost here. Haven't you been dying to get out of the house and not have to wear 6 layers of clothes? I absolutely love it when the sun is shining down on my brown skin. It makes me feel alive, ya know? 

So anyways I have been doing really well lately. My wound is decreasing in size and I'm back to driving and getting out and about and it feels SUPER!! I have been homebound for so damn long til I hardly ever want to be here. Well no, I can't say that all the time cause I reallly dig being comfy cozy and some days I can just lounge around and watch the food network all day long LOL!!! Just wait til it gets even nicer outside, AW DAMN!!! I'm gonna be hittin' the streets with a ferociousness. Yeah made up word fo' sho'.

I went shopping for the first time in ages and I'm in love again. Hell I just need some duckets to go with this intense love. Window shopping is the fucking pits ya dig? So I hit up The Ave and a thrift store. I scooped up a few good pieces but I am really thrilled with actually wanting to buy clothes again. It's been a minute for me.

I have been craving some turkey and dressing for the past couple of weeks so I made that for dinner today. Yep  I cooked a turkey, dressing was in the freezer from Thanksgiving, mac-n-cheese, salad, cranberry sauce and cheddar bay biscuits like they have at Red Lobster. Dessert will be the pound cake I made last weekend (which is made with Splenda) and no sugar added vanilla frozen yogurt by Blue Bunny. SO FREAKIN' AWESOME!!

You know the cool thing is I can eat all of this but only little tiny portions and  I feel totally satisfied. So this is how naturally thin people eat. I feel absolutely good, not an ounce of guilt behind my meal like I used to when I ate a meal like this. The only thing is we are so going to need a deep freezer cause I swear I freeze sooooo much food. I try to give alot away, especially when I bake but it still ends up going in the freezer cause I honestly don't want to throw food away.

One of my mom's good friends had surgery on V-day and she is doing really well.  She is drinking water like a champ. I couldn't handle water for a few weeks after surgery and food made me want to puke. Just the smell of food sent me over the edge but she is drinking her chicken broth and eating her SF popsicles and drinking water all day long. So we have another member aboard the Loserville Express y'all.

*Oh didn't I just say how I'm glad that Spring is almost here. So why the sam hell did they just announce that we are in for another snowstorm tomorrow?*  

SPRING PLEASE COME SOON!!   

The journey continues.