296 Start weight
180 Current
170 Goal



3/15/06 I guess I can now update everyone who is reading about my journey. First of all I am so very fortunate to have awesome insurance and was approved in less than a week. My first experience was with a program called Lite Dimensions (1/27/06). They seemed to have it all down....orientation class, nutrition classes, support meetings, etc. All of these things before you have surgery. I never got past the orientation. I was approved for surgery in less than a week and then the doctors office called and said the doctor covered by my insurance has only performed one lap band procedure. Nice to know!!! Thanks I'll find another....and I did (2/16/06). Their office said to follow through with the psyc. eval. and have it faxed over. Done in 2 days! Once everything was complete....I attended a support group meeting which I had already learned most of the things at the first orientation. I was good to go...made a few calls and because surgery was already approved in early Feb. it was just a matter of the doctor. APPROVED!!! I then scheduled a date on 4/10/06. So I am very much anticipating the start of a new thinner, healthier life.
I suppose I should tell you a little about myself.....I am 38 and am currently at 5' 8", 290 lbs. This is the heaviest I've ever been except for my wedding day (296) and while pregnant (294). I graduated high school at 215 lbs. I have one son who is 5 and have been married 4 times. My life is good I have a great job as a school bus driver and I love it!! I come from a family of overweight people.....although I have not been overweight since childhood.....most of my adult life I have been overweight.
The last ten years have been a struggle with the most recent being hypertension, back and feet pain. Obviously, the weight is taking it's toll. I've been through the route of dieting and exercise....and even some unconventional methods of weight loss as well. I always seem to find what I've lost! It's just been a never ending battle....as with us all. I decided to take control and go forward with WLS hoping to use this ultimate tool to improve my life to be here for my husband and my son. Not just to exist but to be more involved, do more things with them and.....oh, the many things we can do!
I am looking forward to my sugery date and will post more after my pre-op on 4/4/06. Till then I will continue to use OH as my guideline through this journey. Thank you all for your support!

3/18/06 Just celebrated St. Patty's Day and had a great time! Went out with friends and drank Irish Car Bombs and ate Corned Beef and Cabbage. I wonder how all this will affect me after surgery. I've been preparing myself for better health by drinking diet soda, tea, crystal light, water and anything better than reg. soda. I have quit smoking....even though I only did it ocasionally, it's a nasty habit that I need to live without. It's been going really good...not even 1 in 1 month....I'm over it! I will start my exercise regimen once released to do so. I am so excited!
I am so impressed with this website and it's supporters. I have received e-mails from people I don't even know that comment on my upcoming surgery and give their best wishes and prayers. It's nice to know that there are thoughtful strangers out there that are so caring and loving to another unknown human being. Thank you so much to my OH family. Here I am rambling on.....This means a lot to me because I am not telling very many people about my journey, which is why I chose to remain anonymous.
My mother, husband, cousin and 2 good friends are the only people who will ever know about my WLS surgery. It's just a wish of mine to keep it confidential. So this site is very much a place for me to pour it all out! I really enjoy recieving e-mails from my fellow peers about their experiences as well. It helps me to learn what they have been through and use that to my advantage during my journey.
So thank you to so many people who read on and care!
3/21/06 Just a little something I wanted to add: today and yesterday, for some reason, the same little girl who has been riding my bus for several months now asked me how I got so fat. I was taken back at first because she never said anything before. I didn't know how to put it into words for a 5 year old to understand. So in a sense this was a great time of reflection for me....to admit to the things I do wrong when it comes to eating and taking care of my body. Just a little note I wanted to remember....Not like I could ever forget it!!!
4/3/04 Well, tomorrow I go for my pre-ops and I'm just a little nervous. I heard some things and read a few on this website about how intense they can be. I'm not quite sure what they're gonna do yet. I am looking forward to my surgery though.....I have been having thoughts of whether I should have gone with the gastric bypass instead. I know it will take longer to lose the weight but I am afraid that I won't lose enough. I don't know, I guess everyone gets these thoughts before surgery.....don't they?
I went to the LA Zoo with my son yesterday and had to stay home today because I could barely move. I am so looking forward to the day that this won't be such a challenge for me. I can't wait to be able to move freely and not suffer for a week afterwards. I will post more after my pre-ops to let you all know how it went.
4/6/06 I went for all of my pre-ops and everything went fine.....I will be starting on my clear liquid diet tomorrow. I hope I don't go crazy...thank god for tea! Surgery is monday at 7:15 a.m. I've been instructed to arrive at 5:45 a.m.......one less day I'll have to feel like I'm starving. I'll have to report after I return home....wish me luck!
4/7/06 OMG!!! I made it through my first day of clear liquids...yeah! I think it wouldn't have been quite as bad if I didn't stay up so late. I started feeling hungry around 8:00. Two more full days till surgery. Can't wait!
4/10/06 Well today's the day and I made it!!! 9 lbs down in three days with the liquid diet and I'm ready for surgery! I woke up at 2:30 this morning and it's now 3:00. I have to shower and be at the hospital at 5:45. I guess I won't be getting back to sleep. Wish me luck, I will post when I get home.
4/11/06 I'm home and I'm banded! Still having alot of gas pain but other than that I feel pretty good. I am going to try a protien shake and my chewable vitamins. Surgery went great, I had a very good Dr. with a terrible bedside manner. But he knew how to do his job and that's what really matters. The surgery crew were great with me.....had a few troubles trying to get discharged but I think it was mostly because of the nurses attitude.
4/12/06 I didn't have anything when I returned home from the hospital last night....just didn't feel up to it. This morning I had 8 oz. of protien shake and my multi-vitamins. I then sipped water troughout the morning. Around noon I had a 6 oz. cup of Yoplait yogurt (reg. husband got the wrong kind) and at 3:30 I had a 1/2 cup of small curd cottage cheese and 1 tablespoon of pureed peaches on top. This was my regimen today and everything seemed to go fine. I can definitely feel a difference in my stomach when I'm done eating as apposed to pre-surgery. I have a lot of gas pain still and am having a hard time telling the difference between the pain. Is it the device, port, gas or food settling. Still don't know but I'm sure I'll learn soon enough. I am 10 lbs down from 3 day pre-op diet and surgery. Yeah! I'll fill you in on my next eating experiences!! Bye for now.
4/15/06 My am I feeling a lot better today! Last night was the worst GAS night ever. Not only was I starving but as my stomach would growl it would send a gas pain shooting up into my left shoulder and neck area. This would happen about every 2-3min. I couldn't sleep of course and was up and down all night. I finally resolved to eat a little something and put some heat on my tummy. I took 500 mg. of pain meds. and fell asleep in the recliner where I was able to catch a few hours sleep. This gas stuff is for the birds.....my god it's like someone is stabbing you and twisting the knife.
Other than that I think I'm healing pretty well. I return to the Dr. for post-op check on the 20th and hopefully the pain will be gone by then. I can't figure out why I am so hungry! I seem to fill up when I eat on not very much food. But am feeling the need to eat several times a day. Kind of feels like I'm defeating the purpose here. But I know I'm still healing so I won't worry too much for now. I'm trying to keep the calorie count under 1000. They say that if you lose now before your 6 week fill it's a bonus. So I'm trying really hard. I'm 12 lbs. down now!!!!
4/19/06 16 lbs. down!!!
4/28/06 I am 2 weeks post-op and I feel great! The pulling pain has gone away from the port. I have no more gas, less hunger and I am getting foods down perfectly. I am now down 18 lbs. and losing much slower now. Of course, this was bound to happen. I will return to the doctor for follow-up in 3 weeks and hopefully he'll talk with me a little about getting a fill. I can't believe I went through all of this and after only 2 weeks I feel super!!!
5/2/06 Well, I did my second day in the gym...I peddled my heart out....yesterday I peddled and walked. 30 min. each day. Tomorrow I will rest....need to fast and do blood work for upcoming doctor visit. I hope we will talk about having a fill....I need it!!! My husband and I went to Chili's for dinner. I did really good today on food and would have had a small bowl of soup for dinner. But instead....we went to CHILI'S!! I had a bowl of chicken enchilada soup....OH SO GOOD! And munched on chips and queso..... when we got home.....I blew up. OH, guess I ate too much.....BIG DUMMY!! I have to get on track tomorrow. I can't wait to have a fill so I wont feel this hunger all the time. I don't want to be hungry anymore!! I am constantly going to the forum for advice. I'm sure they are tired of my repetitive questions about my mistakes. Well I will report again after my doctor appt. next week. I think I'm gonna stay off the scale until then.
276 lbs.
5/14/06 It's Mother's Day! I just returned home from a nice relaxing weekend at the beach and thought I would update my profile. I visited my doctor on 5/9/06 and he will see me in 4 weeks for a fill. I am down 20 lbs. now and I still, of course, have no restriction. It's been a little rough!! I lost 1 inch in my neck, 1 inch in my waist and 3 inches in my @$$ (hips). My cholesterol is down to 180 from 209. I feel really good except for the hunger all the time. I'm learning to cope with it though. I'm looking forward to my visit on 6/6/06 (oooh bad numbers) for my fill. I am now eating soft foods and have much more of a variety (don't know if that's good or bad). I will post more on my success as it comes, thanks for looking.
6/10/06 Well, I had my first fill on Tuesday and found out that I have an 11cc Vanguard band and received a fill of 3.0 cc's. At first I was having to go really slow. Last night I kind of blew it and went to happy hour with a group of about 35 people and got way too happy! I probably had 10 drinks throughout the evening. I weighed this morning though and I am down 3 more lbs. since Tuesday. I really love this band. I finally have enough restriction to not eat everything that I see and I am not as hungry. Hopefully it will last, my doctor won't be seeing me again until 8/31. So I will post my victories up until then and hopefully they'll be big ones.
6/11/06 Well I've done it, finally tested the band and felt what it is really like to have restriction in the band. I had my first fill and was on full liquids for 3 days. I attended a wedding where they served prime rib. Of course, I couldn't have that but was able to request chicken. It was fabulous....along with it I ate mashed potatoes salad and very hard sourdough bread. It all went down fine and I was full all day long. Then we went to another party that evening where they also had food. I wasn't hungry but couldn't resist the rosemary fresh baked bread with balsamic vinegar and olive oil dip. Wrong!!! Very wrong....after several bites I got to the one that......GOT STUCK!!!! Oh how horrible......so I stopped that. Today we went to breakfast and I had eggs over medium with toasted sourdough bread and all was going well until.......I ate the potatoes and they got stuck. So, I am going to have stay with the soft stuff for a few more days and learn how to slow down. This eating stuff is tricky.
I have found that I to am tight in the morning. Why is this....so wierd. I guess maybe because the stomach has been shrinking all night while we're sleeping. I can't eat anything solid until around 12:00. So I just have my protien shake and coffee in the morning and wait until then. It's strange though how I can't eat anything solid in the morning but when I can eat it's like there's no end.
6/23/06 Well, I'm there now........after the fill is gone. I have lost some of the initial restriction that I had. It's becoming harder to lose now. My weight has sort of slowed down a bit now and I dont go in until 8/31/06 for my next fill. It's going to be a rough summer! I have finally hit 260....one more pound and I'l be down into the 250's yeah!!
7/1/06 I may have spoken too soon about slowing weight loss. I have totally changed my eating and I have reached the 250's now and only 6 more pounds til the 240's. I weighed in this morning at 256 (down 34 lbs since pre-op diet and surgery). I can't wait to start reaping the benfits.
7/14/06 Let me tell you how I am struggling.....I have been tossing around the same 3 lbs. since I last updated my profile. I am now at 257 lbs. and still trying to keep going down. I started the gym again this week and vowed to go Mon, Wed and Fri. It has really made a big impact on the weight loss and keeping it off. I also contacted my doctor for another fill......I have an appointment on 8/1/06. I hope it will help me to not feel as hungry and stop me from eating so much. I can still eat quite a bit of food.....which is the reason for having this surgery. We'll see how it changes things.....if it does at all.
7/18/06 Yay!! I visited my PCP today and was told that I can go off my BP meds. I am so elated...I have lost 34 lbs and that did it. The next thing is that I haven't had any protien shakes for like 5 days so I have been relying on the food to get my intake and I have started losing again. I had gone up to 260 from 256 and now I'm back down to 256. I hope it will continue to drop. I hope they don't tell me that I can't have a fill!! It's been mostly me pretty much starving myself until I can't stand it anymore. I feel so hungry all the time. I get the pangs and then I just drink, drink, drink until it goes away for a short time and then I may feed it just a little and then do the same when I feel hungry again. I just hate feeling hungry all the time. I'll post after the fill.
7/21/06 254.6 now...yay!!!
8/1/06 weighed in at 258 this morning.....so up and down lately. Hopefully after today I will be on the losing streak again. I went and had a fill today....the doc took out 2 cc's of the 3 cc's I had filled last time. He said that happens. He then added 4 3/4 cc's and said that I would be tight. He was right....I had to go back to sipping my water. That's gonna be hard one. So we'll see how it goes.
8/3/06 So far so good...getting down protien shakes and most things liquid. I'm pretty tight though. I am down to 252 now! Yeah!!
8/8/06 Man!!! Have I been having a hard time with the food thing! I always have the tight stuck feeling when I try anything remotely close to firm food. I can only get down my shakes in the morning if they're not cold and water and other liquids need to be taken a little at a time. I'm going to go on the forum and list my experiences to see if anyone has any suggestions. The upside is that I am now down to 249 since last week at 259. I know that is probably too fast but I know at some point the weight loss will slow down.
8/17/06 Well I was right about the weight loss slowing down....I am now hovering at 250 after getting down to 247. It crept back up. I am able to eat a little more now and need to decide on the right things to eat. This is hard because not everything goes down ok. I also need to get in all my water....which again is kind of difficult.....not because it won't go down but I don't really crave it. I know....force it!! Any way we'll see how it goes.....slowly but surely it does go though.
9/10/06 I am still having a rough time with the eating thing but.....at least I am continuing to lose. I still have things getting stuck when I don't chew really good. I have a problem with once I get really hungry...I eat fast. That gets me in trouble. It is slowly improving....the best news is I am now down to 243 (47 pounds lost now in 5 months).
10/2/06 I am now down to 239......Woo Hoo!! And I now have discovered my biggest NSV as of yet. I can fit down the aisle of my school bus without getting stuck or turning sideways. That is HUGE!!! I will return to my doctor on 10/31 for another fill hopefully. I now can eat pretty much everything now, with exception of eating in the morning. I still have it hard then.....nothing too solid before about 11:00 a.m. I am down to a size 16 jeans and 22 top. I sure am glad I kept all of my old jeans.
10/10/06 I am now down to 237 lbs. 53 lbs. lost now in 6 months.....that's almost 10 lbs. a month. I am so happy with my band. I am still very tight in the a.m. Nothing solid too early. Eating slowly and chewing my cud are still with me. I'm thinking this fill will stick around for awhile. I have an appointment 10/31/06 and am anxious to see if I will need a fill then. I like the fill times....I lose rapidly.
10/25/06 I am down to 233 lbs. now....I go in for a fill on the 31st. I think I am going to take just a little tweak to get to my sweet spot. I have lost a little more restriction......would like to get back what I had. Going on my first cruise in November on the 17th. I don't want to be able to eat too much!
10/31/06 I had a fill today for a total of 6.25 cc's in my 11 cc band. I have had three fills so far. The last fill I had was tight for awhile and then all of a sudden it was like gone. I will take in only liquids for three days and then on to pureed foods. I am going on a cruise in 2 1/2 weeks and told the doc that I didn't want any part of the all you can eat thing. He said I was just the opposite from most patients......usually they have some taken out so they can eat. I'm like....WHAT! I don't want that.....after all that is why I had surgery. My doctor is really great about listening to my input. He lets me be the judge as to how I feel.....and always tells me that the advantage is that we can always take some out....No Big Deal!!! He is great.
1/1/07
1/15/07 Well unfortunately, here we are in the new year and I have not had 1 lb. of weight loss since my last fill. I was filled to 6.25 cc's in my 11 cc band and was feeling pretty good restriction for awhile. I just recently started going to the gym again to boost my metabolism and have not shed any pounds. I am so discouraged at this point and am eturning to my doctors for another adjustment on the 30th of this month. I hope that it does the trick. So far.....I think this has really been the toughest 3 months between fills. I haven't necessarily followed all of the band rules but have definitely been eating the appropriate portions in the right order. I am currently at 232 lbs. with 32 lbs. to lose to get to "onderland".
2/1/07 I went in for my 4th fill on 1/30.....I believe it's the 4th. The doctor took out only 5 cc's from my band. I was filled to 6.25 last time. I noticed that it seemed like I was able to eat alot more. He then said that he would fill it to 6.50 this time and see how it works for me. I have only lost 5 lbs. over the last 3 months and was getting a little discourged. It is so strange how the amount of saline dissappears after a while. We'll see how this one works!!! I hope to lose at least 10-15 lbs before I see him again in May. I weighed in at 227 today....27 lbs to go until my surgery consults for a tummy tuck.

3/5/07 Well, I still weigh 227....and oh it's so frustrating to not be able to lose at this point. I purchased a new sports bra with the intention of starting to run of the rest of this weight. A new pair of running shoes will complete the package. I'm sick with the flu right now and can't wait to get better so I can start. I will report when I start getting some results. Thanks for looking.
3/6/07 I hit 225.5 on the scale today. I have been sick though and haven't been eating much at all. I know that once I can really eat again I'm gonna have to be careful. A pound is a pound though in my book. I am going to start running when I'm well.....can't wait.
3/23/07 Celebrated my 40 th birthday! Wow, what a time we had! I felt so good and had a great time with all my friends.

4/10/07 Today is my 1 year bandiversary....I am down 70 lbs and am searching for my plastic surgeon at this time. I am thinking of having a tummy tuck and breast lift done sometime in December. I have 30 lbs more to go and figure this should be enough time. Wish me luck!!
5/1/07 Today I had another fill up to 7.0 cc's I only lost 7 lbs in 3 months according to their scale. I am now at 225 and slowly trying to take off the rest (about 35 more). I hope to take off at least 15 before I have PS which I am starting my consults soon. I will be having a Tummy Tuck and Breast Reduction. So we'll see how all that goes. I will probably post before pics once I get word about surgery and have lost a few more lbs. Till then.
5/8/07 I scheduled PS for 8/1/07....I'm at 222 now and trying to take off 12 lbs. before surgery. Wish me luck!!
6/18/07 Well it looks like I will be closer to success with my weight loss than I thought. I have been sick and can't taste anything nor do I have any kind of appetite. So, I have lost 10 lbs. in the last week. I hope it jump starts my weight loss so I can get off as much as I can before surgery. I cannot wait until sugery in August. All of my thoughts are consumed by how I'm going to look with my new front side. Just can't wait!!
7/15/07 Today I am at 213 lbs. Darn it must of been the creme brulee I had for dessert. I visited with an old girlfriend of mine (not literally) over dinner and then it was dessert time. I have been doing so well and then THAT!! Oh well, after not seeing or talking to her for 11 years, it was worth a treat to myself. I'll soon be having surgery and hopefully some pounds will come off then.
8/1/07 Well I did it...I lost the 15 lbs I wanted to lose and today is my surgery. I am pretty nervous but feel that I will do well. I weighed in at 212 this morning and hopefully after surgery I will be under 200 lbs. I will update as soon as I can.
8/4/07 Today I feel really good. I went out to breakfast with my husband and walked around a little at Home Depot for some circulation. I can't believe how great I feel!! The waitress this morning was like OMG you have lost so much weight! We were there last Thursday and it's so funny because I don't think she thought that I had surgery. I told her and she was amazed that I just had it Wednesday. I'm not doing too much just what the Dr. said....get up and move around every hour or so and walking was fine as long as there was no pain. I will see him again Monday morning and then I'll get to see my tummy and take some pics.....of course I will share.


8/24/07 Today I weighed in at 196...WOOHOO!! 100 lbs. lost! It's so hard to believe that I did it! I certainly feel better and after PS and look better too! If I could only get my head straight. I guess it's the body image thing.....I don't feel the way I look.
12/20/07 195 lbs. I had a fill today. All the way up to 7.50 cc's. So hopefully I can work on getting the last 25 lbs. off. My weight has totally stabilized since plastic surgery. I lost what the doc took off and that was it. I'll post any victories as they come.
12/21/07 Today I told my Very Best Friend about my WLS. It felt so good to finally tell her, I have wanted her to know but was waiting till the time was right. We had some really nice conversation about it. Now I have a really good strong support person. It is so nice to have someone you can talk to about it whenever you need to and who won't judge you because you've had WLS.
1/12/08 The New Year is here and I've started off well with a 5 lb weight loss. I hope to continue losing. I have about 15 more lbs. to goal and then maybe a few extra after that. I feel wonderful!!!
1/24/08 Today I weighed in at 190 HURRAY!!!! My realistic goal is so close. When I Reach that goal I will strive to reach my new ultimate goal of 165 lbs. Things are going very well for me with my band. I am so happy that I chose to go with the band over RNY. It really is the best thing for me.
2/3/08 187 lbs. Today!!! Yeah!!!
4/19/08 Today I weighed in at 184. I have been working out at the gym 3-4 times a week and sometimes 2x a day. It feels great to be back in the gym again. I was out of it for a while from the surgeries I had. Recently I have been experiencing some really bad acid reflux at night. I know that some of it is due to eating too late and then laying down for bed. It comes up and I have been throwing up the last three days. I have been sick with a cough and when I cough it gags me ands makes me vomit. I contacted my doctor and they want to adjust me but I don't really want that. I'm afraid I will start gaining weight.
5/17/08 My doctor unfilled me to 5.0 cc's from 7.50 and I have now gained about 8 lbs. in 11 days. Not good!! I feel much better though, no more acid reflux and it seems to be healing up fine. I will be returning soon for my fill in order to stabilize my weight and start losing again.
8/6/08 Well I have been doing ok since I returned for a fill on 7/29. My doctor filled me up to 6.50. No reflux problems with that but still able to each large amounts. I am at the stage now where I really need to start dieting and controlling how much I take in. If I'm gonna reach 165 lbs. before my 2nd round of PS in Dec. I certainly need to start now. It takes a long time to get the weight off anymore. I will share when I have some victories.