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Was it worth it?
posted on 8/14/08 5:01 am

I have had ELEVEN surgeries and 7 procedures in 3 years. I've had five bowel obstructions including being in ICU and an inch away from dying.

I now have a HUGE incisional hernia that will have to be repaired but I can't do it until I get my husband back to health with is likely to take a year or more (though he'll never fully recover).

All of this has been so difficult on my family. My children and husband have sufferred great trauma and they have shed many tears. Watching them suffer is more painful then everything I've been through. (My profiles has details.)

I ask myself every single day if it was worth it and I have yet to come to a definitive answer.

It's a hugely personal attempt at reconciliation.

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