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! I start my 3 day clear liquid diet
on Saturday and I'm having my sleeve done Tuesday morning. I've been so excited about getting this done and then all of the sudden ...Whoa! I think I'm more afraid of the pre-op diet than I am of the surgery but still. And I don't know whats going on but I want to eat everything in sight it's nuts! I've heard of food funerals but gheess- I might actually gain weight before I get sleeved.


via some t.v. show or Cosmopolitan magazine-and so, my life long struggle with my weight and my happiness began
...
...
...... I would lose weight
and then gain it back
, lose more weight
and gain even more back
. This went on for years, the yo-yo dieting, diet programs, diet pills
, and my love-hate relationship with food and with myself. I went from obsessively excercising multiple xs everyday of the week to I can't even remember
the last time I got some physical activity accomplished
. Now alot of that has to do with my health and pain. Shortly after my second child was born and many months of being deathly ill and
- I was only 28. The combination of depression
. At this point in my life I was miserable-
This Was My Rock Bottom!! I weighed more than I did when I delivered either of my children. I had known several peeps who had successfully undergone WLS so I attended my 1st seminar in California only to find out within a few months that I would be denied by my insurance for not being fat enough!
/%/X!@#?? SERIOUSLY ?? I was 5"6 222lbs my BMI was 35**SEE BELOW** - I was certainly considered Obese, just not morbidly obese and I did not qualify according to my insurance. Nothing could've hurt worse at this point . However, they did tell me what the qualifications were and I wasn't all that far off-
So my brain heard...If you gain a little more weight you will qualify for the surgery
! I know this may seem drastic and even downright stupid, but this is just how desperate I had become.
WHEW! they had my height at 2" inches taller than I was- My BMI was so close to where they wanted it to qualify that this little error made all the difference in the world
was that I take 180mgs Methadone for Pain/addiction