Thursday is your
day! Just remember
you are on the
journey of a
lifetime. Try to
enjoy every minute.
It may sound weird
now, but know that
you are cared for
and prayed for here,
and all too soon
this will be but a
memory and you will
be an inspiration to
someone else. I am
waiting for you on
the losers' bench!
What a journey... This recent Thursday marked eight weeks since the surgery. Ive had a difficult time of it but I'm seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. The dr is trying to wean me off the anti-nausea meds slowly because last time we cut it off (cold turkey), I ended up in the ER the next day. Im down to two a day and tomorrow we start one a day. This is a scary process because I really dont want to go through the reflux, nausea, and vomiting ever again. It was a horrible experience.
Ive been able to eat pretty much anything this week but interestingly enough Ive been testing the limits. I tried pasta (Barilla Plus) yesterday and today and it sat in my tummy like a rock. Only a couple of bites filled me right up but I didnt enjoy the taste of pasta like I thought I would. Pizza went down fine (small portions, of course), as did eggs. My partner is out of town for the weekend and I think thats why Ive been sort of nonchalant about what goes into my tummy... a part of emotional eating, no? Tomorrow its back to basics- protein shake and simple food. Oh... am going to try chicken tomorrow since I need more protein!
64 lbs down is a major accomplishment. I dont really notice the loss, though, but the pictures tell a different story. Take a look at my photo album and you'll see for yourself-- especially in my face. Nice to see progress. 100 lbs to go before I reach 150-- but frankly, Ill be happy with anything under 200. I've not seen onderland since my early high school years... it'll be amazing.
I need to make use of my remaining 4 months out of the "critical 6 month period"-- this damn illness messed up my plans. However, if the weaning off of the meds is successful, Im gonna start swimming in addition to walking. My muscles need a gentle way of getting in shape and swimming is it. My only concern- I can only drink COLD crystal light and I'm wondering how I'll manage that at the pool. Guess my tummy will have to take what it can get! LOL
I seem to be rambling on... theres so much to add. So little time!