well i went to my first obesity help convention and i must say i had a blast and met alot of fabolus people... and interestign people (lisa shhhh lol). i also did the fashion show wich i am proud of my self also.. had a blast cant wait till the next one.. and had great company.. (lisa lol)

Well lets see. i would be taking 4 insulan needles a day and 2 bayetta shots a day, 4 metformins a day,1 lipitor a day,1 simvestatin a day and testing 3 times a day. I proberly would be loking ar a insulan pump,kidney failure possible heart attack.

So let me see it is safe to say that i'd be screwed!!!! you know i never really thought that i would feel better or have a broghtened day after my first month honestly i was in the dumps and feeling crappy. I am proud of myself that i am being efficiennt in getting my vitamins and water in. Protene like all of you know has been tough but im working one it and exercise im working on it. However overall i thinki am doing good for the most part.  Pat on the back for me and f** anyone else that hates on my blessings or judges my strengths.

If my mother taught me anything she taught me to depend on no one but yourself and god and trust your heart and instincts and it will turn out good. I never quiet understood what she really meant however i do now. When we loose someone so close its tears our heart apart. There isnt a day that i dont staop and think about my mother she was/is my heart/everything and best friend. She was with me on that operating table and i know shes always with me.

So thank you my RNY for giving me a second chance at life, And god i kow i havent been the best klately but thank you for giving me the time i had with my mother and now your blessed to have her with you. Please take care of her just as i would.

xoxo