Oh my god ya'll! the pounds are just freaking dropping off.  When I get out of a plateau I REALLY get out of a plateau!!!  I stepped on the scale today and it said 296!!!! Wow i am reaching my goals before the dates that I set for them.  I really hope and pray that the weight keeps coming off like this. I will continue to do what I am doing and work it out at the gym as well as pray, pray, pray!!!! Oh, and I gotta go get my mango margarita....lol

I am now down 50 lbs!!!!  So I am 302, really lose to my mini goal of 299, yeah me!!!! When I hit 299 I gota go get me a mango margarita at Chili's...lol. As soon as I get paid I will be purchasing a digital camera so that I can post pics.  I just got my 2nd fill on wednesday 1/23/2008.  They put 2 more cc's in.  So I now have 5 cc's in my 10 cc band.  So right I am still doing liquids cause I just had my fill.  I haven't even been hungry, I just make myself drink the protein shakes and soup, cause I know I have to put something in there.  I am still keeping up with my exercising.  I was going everyday but I changed it to 4 to 5 times a week, to give my body some time to rest.  Anyway like 3 people mentioned how much I have lost today.  They haven't seen me in a while and they were amazed.  I'm just like jesus, why can everyone see it but me!  I'm crazy I know, because 50 lbs is alot. Plus I can fit comfortably into jeans that I have not been able to wear in forever. Praise the lord for this band!!!!

I have to make myself eat because I do not desire the healthy foods that I am making myself eat.  I want fired instead of baked pork chops and cicken with lots of sodium filled flavoring, with some fires or somethin for the side...lol.  Don't get me wrong I treat myself once a week and have something sensible.  But the thing is I just cant get into the baked and grilled everything thing right.  If it is baked orgrilled, I wana steak, but I am trying to stay away from fatty meats.  So this damn grilled snd baked chicken breats(lightly seasoned) is really not working for me,  Protein shakes are a must because I already have to force myself to eat.  I only enjot breakfast because I love eggs.  This just really freakin sucks.  I am startin to get depressed again about how I was chosen to be the fat one of the fam, and I just cant enjoy regular food like everyone else who is a damn skinny minnie! Sooooooooo frustrated cause  really just dont even wanna eat.

4 more lbs down! WooHoo!!!!! I step on the scale entirely to much.  I have decided to put my scale in my car, because if it is out of sight then it is out of mind.  I have to limit myself to once a week.  Boy oh boy when I hit that plateau I was sooooo depessed and the scale made it worse and worse.  I won't let that happen again.  In other good news, people keep coming up to me saying how much they can tell a diff, and these are folks who do not know about the surgery.  Thats always puts a smile on my face and motivates me more!

I have finall started losing weight again!  I have gotten right since I have made back home and I am now down 40Lbs  in a little over 2 months now!  I really hope and pray to make it to atleast 260 by my b-day, which is June 5th.  I really really can't wait to get out of the 300's.