In desperate need of a fill Ok so for one I am frustrated because I have been at the same weight for about a month! But other than that at the end of april will be my 6 month mark. Crazy I know, I can barely believe this myself. But anyway I have had 2 fills but it has become obvious that i need a 3rd fill. Yesterday for lunch I ate a half a rack of ribs, some toritlla chips with spinach dip, and half a baked potatoe. Now I did drink while I ate purposely to push the food down but still. Thats a lot of damn food. I have drank while I ate before and was still only able to get a little down. But anywayt eh point is I must get a fil. I also must get some type of damn control over my eating and exercising. I have just gotten outrageous and its like i am sabotaging myself. you would think someone wh had to spend cash to get theri surgery would get their money's wrth but I am just playin around. Eatin up all this easter candy and people at work are always bringin donuts, cakes, and pies. It is all so crazy. i think i have officially given up on my goal of 170 lbs, no way will ever get there. So I guess I will set it at 200 and pray and work harder than ever before.
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Comment by hatda on Mar 29, 2008 at 12:28pm
OK girl. it sounds like you know what you're doing wrong....so just stop it (easy for me to say LOL). Anyway, don't give up on your goal either just fight a little harder and make some sacrifices to get there. Maybe up the exercise and lower the sugar intake...maybe bring your own snacks to work and leave the donuts alone.....Keep pushing girl cause you looking good and you don't want to mess that up. Good luck to you.
Comment by croftgarcia04 on Apr 02, 2008 at 08:06pm
We all slip up just try and get that next fill and leave the trigger stuff alone. Once you have left the sugar and breads alone for two days you know you will not miss it. You look great and we are all allowed to mistep from time to time (you made me think of me)