I've been thinking about WLS for several years. Each time I went on another diet, I thought about how this time would be different. This time, not only would I lose weight, but I would keep it off. Yet within 2 to 3 years it would come back along with additional pounds. So why are things different now? This time I am concentrating on more than just the weight loss, this time there is a focus on keeping it off. Also, this time I have a support group consisting of individuals, groups and others who have been successful. And this time-- I'm having a RNY.
The journey of exploration to actual surgery has been short. This time, 3 months ago, this wasn't even on my radar. Yet, now that it's getting closer I'm excited about the new life I'll be starting, or maybe another step in a new life already begun. Naturally there are worries. I worry about complications that might take me away from my children. I worry about the impact that this surgery will have on my young daughter. Will she be able to resist peer pressure to diet, or worse? But, I trust that God is in control.
This week is one of preparation. From lab tests, endoscopy, nutritional classes, doctor visit, liquid/little food diet to picking up a few essentials for the BIG day. July 28th will be here before I know it.