July 28th- Day of Surgery- I didn't realize how hard it would be on my family. They were so frightened that something would happen and I wouldn't be okay. This was the first elective surgery I'd ever had and in our family, that's not done. The Weight Loss Management Clinic prepared me well for what would happen immediately before and after surgery. There were no surprises the first day other than being nauseas.
July 29- The nausea is awful!! When I went for the sip test to check for leakage they wanted me to drink gross stuff which was hard because everything was making me sick. Then they wanted to "tip" the table. I had to stand on the bottom ledge as the table was standing vertical and then they lowered it to horizontal pretty quickly. Needless to say it wasn't long before they were rewarded for their efforts. At least I passed so there won't have to be surgery to repair the leaks. YEA!!
July 30/31- Did I really elect to have this surgery? Did I really choose to have my insides rearranged to control my eating? What was I thinking?
August 1-2: Where is this temperature coming from? I called the doctor and she told me to keep taking my pain medication since it has Tylenol in it. NO PROBLEM!
August 3- Happy Birthday to me. I wonder how my life will be changed by this event? How will next year’s birthday be different? How will I be different?
It’s become obvious that I’m going to have to relearn how to swallow. Evidently I swallow a lot of air and this may be one of the reasons I’ve suffered from GERD. Now that the pouch is tiny, there’s no room for excess air. I’m working hard on sipping without gulping.
Aug. 4-6 Last week the problem was getting things to stay down. This week, the problem is getting things to stay in. It seems that 5 minutes after eating everything runs through. It’s hard getting protein anyway without losing it immediately. I’m feeling weak and don’t seem to be where others are that had surgery the same day I did.
Aug. 7-9- YEA for Smoothie King!!! I finally found a combination of liquids, fruit, juices and protein (with fiber to calm the runs) that tastes great! I’ve also been eating a pureed meal of protein each day and my energy is so much better. And…the fever’s gone! Now I can see why people say they can possibly go back to work at 2 weeks. I might can go for a few hours next week too.