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  • Comment by judyanne on 4/27/08 3:28 am
    Monday is your day! Just remember you are on the journey of a lifetime. Try to enjoy every minute. It may sound weird now, but know that you are cared for and prayed for here, and all too soon this will be but a memory and you will be an inspiration to someone else. I am waiting for you on the losers' bench! ~JudyAnne~ — Judy Anne
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Halfway There! 77 down, 75 to go!
on September 12, 2008 12:00 am
(posted on the VSG message board)

Hi all!

I haven't posted much lately, & really haven't been on the boards reading as much as before either.  Life's routine is getting in the way, which I'll take to mean I'm finding some balance between my focus on weight loss & living amongst those who haven't had & aren't considering WLS!

But I've crossed the halfway mark as of today & thought I'd put that out here.  It's been 5 months to the day since I started my pre-op diet, & 4.5 months since surgery.  I'm thrilled with my weight loss.  It could have been more, but it could have been a lot less too, so I will celebrate the positive! 

I'm off all medication & hope to be re-tested for sleep apnea after 6 mos to see if I can stop using my CPAP.  I am down 4 sizes in clothes (from 26 to 18), & down 1 shoe size (go figure!).  I can move so much easier.  I don't need the seat belt extender on airplanes.  I can tie my shoes w/o cutting off my airway.  I'm getting stronger & stronger w/ working out.  Walking up hills or upstairs isn't repulsive to me.  I'm better at recognizing food triggers, though I still don't always make the right choices.  I'm not perfect, never have been, never will be!

Are there downsides?  Sure.  New clothes & shoes are expensive!  My hair started thinning as of a few weeks ago.  But I know it will grow back.  Look up flabby in the dictionary & you'll see a picture of my arms.  It's often too easy to overeat if I don't follow the rules (dense protein first, or else I can eat way too much), but the VSG has been a gift that helps me get back on track before doing much damage.  Tiny tummy won't let me pig out, so even a "binge" is 1/3 what it used to be.  And with every poor decision I learn more about myself.  Before surgery I wouldn't have given it a 2nd thought.  

My next goal is to get to the 100 lb mark.  I want to hit it @ 6 mos post-op, but we'll see.  That will also mean Onederland. Onederful!! 

Has this been hard, yes.  Has it been worth it?  Absolutely.  Am I afraid of regaining in my future?  Utterly terrified.  But I will face this head on knowing I have the best tool available!

Good luck to everyone here with your journey. It's as personal & unique as each of us!  But this site & specifically this board remains a fantastic source of support, information, & inspiration.  Thanks much!
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60 lbs down & just "obese"
on July 20, 2008 11:10 am
I'm about 2.5 months post-op.  As of today I've lost 60 lbs. since April 14th (start of pre-op diet), & my BMI is now under 40.  WOO HOO - I'm no longer extremely obese!

A recent post on the VSG board asked at what point we "loved our sleeve."  This was my response & I thought I'd post it here too.

I'm not sure why, but I was never nervous about doing this & I never second guessed myself, before surgery or since.  Once I made up my mind to have the VSG, it was 1 of the most peaceful decisions I've ever made, even walking into the operating room. 

That said, I wouldn't say I "love" it.  I loved eating.  I love food.  People asked me before surgery if I was excited.  NO WAY!  I was resolved to do it b/c I felt it was necessary.  

On the other hand, if instead I could know I would have died fat (& happy) @ a young age (I'm 41 now) w/ no health complications (no pains, no disease, no physical suffering), I think I would have been ok w/ that.  I'll say it again - I loved eating! I was passionate about food.  It was the fear that came with seeing those health complications starting that lit the fire under my a** to do this.  I'd tried on my own w/ no long term success.  It was time to take drastic measures & better my odds. 

Am I happy with my decision?  So far, absolutely YES.  I have not regretted it once.  I just wish it hadn't been necessary.  I feel better & I can move better.  So many things are easier.  But in my opinion the true test comes years from now.  Ask me again in 2, 5,  20 years & see how I feel.  Will I have kept the weight off?  I sure hope so, but the maintenance phase has always been more concerning to me than the losing phase.  I'm trying to learn as much as I can while this is new & establish good strong habits b/c I know this is the "easier" part for me.  Not that it's been easy so far, it hasn't.  But the harder part comes once the losing is over & I need to maintain for the rest of my life!

Do I miss eating the way I used to?  Yes.  Not all the time, but sometimes.  It's hard to know I can only handle a couple of bites of something I really want more of.  But this is where the learning happens for me. I'm learning I can always have more later.  It's not likely to be the last time I'll ever have X food.  I'm learning to savor a bite of cake vs inhaling a huge piece.  Oddly enough, I find I enjoy the bite more than I ever enjoyed the huge piece!  I'm learning to say no for now, & know I can always say yes next time. 

The journey is so different for each of us.  We all came to this place w/ our own baggage, & our own "lens" to look through.  This is all just my perspective!  I hope my ramblings help!
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7 Weeks Post-Op
on June 17, 2008 11:29 pm

Happy days as the stall, plateau, cruelty, or whatever you want to call what my body did for 3 wks, ended!  The scale finally started moving down again Friday 6/6 (my bday!).  As of today I am down 47 lbs. 

It was a Wii birthday!  I got Wii Fit a week early & it is FUN!!  I’ve got a long way to go before I can do a lot of the yoga or strength stuff, but I’m having a blast w/ the balance & aerobic parts.  For those who haven’t played, as you spend more time playing Fit, you unlock more activities.  It tracks your time with the Fit Bank (shaped like a digital piggy), & also tracks your weight & BMI.  The best/worst part is every time you step onto the Balance Board it either says “GREAT!” or it groans!!  The groaning cracks me up – just what I need – now the da*n game is telling me I’m fat! J 

Mom, dad, DP & I spent a long wknd in Tahoe for my bday.  We had a wonderful time!  We enjoyed the beautiful weather & took a cruise around the lake Saturday .  Other than that we walked around & spent a good deal of time & money in the casinos (luckily we didn’t lose anything).  M&D gave me a Flip video camera I’d wanted, & I had fun playing w/ it all wknd.  If you haven’t seen it, check it out – it’s small, inexpensive, & easy to use.  

Eating is going well.  I’m trying many new foods as long as they’re somewhat soft & moist.  Fish seems to be working best, and scallops in particular are very good. We ate out @ restaurants & buffets all wknd in Tahoe which gave me a chance to try small bites of several foods.  I still haven’t tried any starches, sweets, raw veggies, or anything w/ a tough skin (& no alcohol for a year).  All in due time!  
 

As of a wk ago my surgery restrictions are lifted so I’m  back at the gym w/ my trainer. Hopefully the strength training will help me avoid another stall!  Is this really me talking?  Words like gym, trainer, strength training, small bites, no sweets?  All so new to my vocabulary!  My dinner Saturday night was enough for my lunch Sunday & today – 3 meals from 1 dinner!!  Are you kidding me??  It really is a whole new world!!!

So far I'm very happy with my decision to have WLS & with the choice of VSG.  I'm able to eat more than I'd expected, so I'll need to be careful & not slack on my responsibility to make good choices!  

I can bend over & tie my shoes.  I can fold my arms.  I can spend 30 minutes on the elliptical! I can fit into clothes I haven't worn in years. All small things, but pretty cool to me!

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Memorial Day Update (5/26) 4 wks Post-Op
on May 26, 2008 11:02 pm

I’ve lost 36 lbs. However the scale hasn’t moved since a week ago Saturday & I’m not happy about it.  Apparently it’s normal to hit a “stall” around this time (according to my dr & many who have had this surgery), but it is still frustrating!  It doesn’t seem possible w/ the calories I’m consuming & expending that I am not losing daily!  

I’m eating “soft” foods.  I still do protein shakes, at least 1/day, usually adding a 1/3 of a small banana or a handful of strawberries.  My favorite food find has been powdered peanut butter, called PB2 by Bell Plantation.  It has 75% less fat than regular PB & is 27 calories/Tablespoon.  It’s helped flavor many of my shakes.  Decaf espresso/coffee & sugar free syrups (like Torani) are also good. 

I have been experimenting with other sources of protein: cottage cheese, refried beans, tuna w/ some light mayo, eggs, Stringster cheese (sticks of soft cheese), creamy peanut butter & shaved lunch meats.  Soups are still good, though they get cold too fast.   

Typical meal size is between 2 & 4 oz depending on what it is.  For soup I can do more as liquids are going down just fine.  Most other things are around ½ cup.  My daily guidelines are 600-800 calories, 70-90 g protein, < 40 g carbs, < 30 g fat.  The calories, protein, & fat are no problem.  The carbs are really tough.  I have to plan everything I’m going to eat to stay under 40.  And I’m not even talking about trying anything starchy like rice, pasta, potatoes, oatmeal, etc.  A small banana has nearly 30.  8 strawberries have 10.  ½ cup of refried beans – 20.  I was amazed!  

I saw my PCP last week & she was very happy.  I’m off all medications other than an acid reducer (required post-op for 3 mos or more) & my allergy stuff.  My only restriction on activity is I can’t lift more than 5 lbs until 6 wks post-op.  So, I’m going to the gym nearly every day & either walking on the treadmill or riding the recumbent bike.  

I’ve weaned myself off of naps (darn!).  Since I go back to work tomorrow, I figured I needed to be able to stay awake thru the day!  It’s been fine.  My energy level is higher!

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My 1st Post-Op Appt 5/16/08
on May 16, 2008 8:09 pm
The doc is pleased, which is nice.  Incisions are healing well.  I'm feeling pretty good.  I've lost 17 lbs since surgery on 4/28 (33 lbs incl pre-op diet).  I have to work on the calcium & iron supplements (I just want to be able to swallow pills!  Chalky chewables - ick!!).  

Daily guidelines as long as I'm in the weight loss phase are 600-800 cal, 70-90 g protein, <40 g carbs, <30 g fat.

He said I could start trying mushy/soft foods now, but to go slowly (eggs, cottage cheese).  He also mentioned that if I can handle it, to continue doing the protein drinks for another week.  While I can move to soft foods, with the protein drinks I'll have the best control of my calories & therefore max my weight loss.  He said to him it's all about how to best help me lose weight @ this point, & not to worry about getting back to various foods.  That will happen, & I don't need to rush it (sounds sort of the KISS philosophy - Keep It Simple Stupid).

I will keep doing probably 2 drinks a day for now at least, & maybe play around w/ the 3rd meal.  He recommended as long as I'm doing a protein drink, to have 1 for dinner.  This way I ensure my evening meal before bed is lightest (since that's a low activity time vs throughout the day).  Sounds fine to me!  That's an easy dinner to make after I come home from work!

I told him I was getting bored of walking.  He said I have to wait a bit more before I can go back to strength & resistance training, but I can try riding the recumbant bike & the elliptical (which I haven't tried before for more than about 48 seconds!).  

Next appt is @ 3 months!

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My Story

Hi, I'm Stephanie.  I'm 40 & have been overweight since I was 5.  

Diets have included WW (many times), Diet Center, NutriSystem, & 2 medically supervised liquid diets.  I have managed to lose weight several times (never down to goal), but long term maintenance has eluded me.  

Bad back problems in the mid-90's resulted in 2 surgeries & permanant nerve damage.  Other health problems have come on since then, though I consider myself lucky as I don't have several of the complications from obesity (yet).  About 10 years ago my PCP recommended I look into WLS (then it was mostly RNY & usually not covered by insurance).  I wasn't ready.  Over the years new doctors have mentioned WLS too, but I wasn't willing to consider it yet.  

Last year my luck was starting to run out & other complications were creeping in that I really wanted to avoid. Thus, the time is now!

I have a great support network.  I have a great family.  I also have a great love of food & wine.  That last one has been a troublesome relationship & it's time to fix it!  Wish me luck!