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my first goal is to get below 200 pounds.

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Fit in an airplane seat comfortably

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run a 5k

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complete Power 90 video with out stopping

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climb in/out of bed with out my stomach feeling like it is ripping apart

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dISCOURAGE
posted on 4/21/10 12:59 pm
You make a decision to have this surgery to change your life.  Yet when it happens it seems once again you failed somehow.  It's been six months and you've only lost 83 lbs.  Yes, that is a large amount but you have so much to go!  Is it the way you are eating, what you're eating, not doing....the questions still linger and race inside your head. 

I am still the failure so many had called me all my life.  I even have failed at the gastric bypass surgery.  I eat sugar not every day, but often.  I eat carbs and wonder why I am not thinner.  Yet, this honeymoon phase that they speak of so much never landed on my door step.  I have had to exercise since the beginning to see any change. 

I am so discourage I want to cry but what is the point it wont change the scale.  I want to see a smaller number appear in my head and on the scale.  To never have to step foot in the plus size section of a store would be grand..but I must still now.  All the people I have meet are RNY failures.  They have lost weight and gained tons back.  Live unhealthy lives and eat whatever they want.  I don't want to be them I want to be healthy, thin and happy. 

Don't I deserve this??


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