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on April 14, 2008 11:07 am
Ok so I am jumping up and down. I have not had a ciggerette in a week. And so far I have not craved one. I can honestly say that I usally want them in the mornings with my coffee. It has been very hard in the past not to have them. Well last week I ran out and have not had one since then. I am praying and am hopeful that this will be the last of them for me. And I think of all the money that I am going tosave. I can save it for after my surgery and when it is time for me to buy clothing I can put that money towards my new wardrobe. YEA!!! I know I can! I know I can! I know I can! I will do this for me and me alone.....I just want to toot my own horn!TOOT! TOOT!
Anyway tha is all.......ME
Well today I went and got to see the NUT and the PHYSCO. I am so glad that I am doing this. I think that everything went rather well. I really liked them. Jennifer the NUT says that since I do not have to do a pre op diet for the insurance that she wants me to start getting myself ready with the guide line diet. I am all for that. And I was recommended to go ahead and get a counselor to help me deal with issues that might pop up from my childhood. I am all for that also. I do not need to have myself go down the soul serching lane and figure some really horrible things that may have happen and be ubprepared to deal with them. MOTHER issues from a not to classic childhood. One day I may write a book about it all. Oh yea and I took that H-Pylori test. I thought it was going to be some drawn out proccess. NOT 
. So here I am now posting my experiances, I never thought that I might do something like this before. It is really a uplifting experiance. 
