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on August 15, 2007 5:21 pm
According to the scale, both this morning and this evening when I returned home, I weighed (it read) 199.6. ONEderland at last?! Still, I'm not proclaiming anything until I get a little lower - I want to make sure it "sticks".
The past few days have been horrible. I have neglected meals and water, and most sadly of all, exercise. It's just been so busy at work. But I need to be determined that this can no longer happen. Work will not see me through this journey, paying attention to my health, alone, will.
I'm a little bit sad that I haven't sold more clothing, but I certainly have bought enough. And strangely enough, some of the things I've bought don't last too long - they're getting big fast. That's how I know I need to exercise more because that is obviously working! I have my appointment with the trainer at work tomorrow, and if I can't get the "slow ones" at my doctor's office to find the results of my X-rays, I'll know better what I can do.
Work is VERY busy now and getting more stressful. But this always happens at this time of year - it's a pattern I've been through 5 times before, but I don't want to work this hard anymore, now that I'm actually enjoying parts of my life. But I just have to maintain through October and things will relax to a more normal mode - I hope.
It's hard figuring out my relationship with my husband lately - he really is very happy with the changes in me, both physically and in general (personality, temperament) but I was always there. It's nice but it's also a bit hurtful in some ways. Our roles have so totally reversed, especially now that he is "dependent" on my salary, it's just hard to adjust, especially since we came out of such a difficult time. I know we'll get through this, but I'm finding that there are times I just want to be alone....
But I am so happy, in general with everything, and greatful for this incredible gift, that has brought more than I could have expected.
Be the first to leave a comment.The past few days have been horrible. I have neglected meals and water, and most sadly of all, exercise. It's just been so busy at work. But I need to be determined that this can no longer happen. Work will not see me through this journey, paying attention to my health, alone, will.
I'm a little bit sad that I haven't sold more clothing, but I certainly have bought enough. And strangely enough, some of the things I've bought don't last too long - they're getting big fast. That's how I know I need to exercise more because that is obviously working! I have my appointment with the trainer at work tomorrow, and if I can't get the "slow ones" at my doctor's office to find the results of my X-rays, I'll know better what I can do
Work is VERY busy now and getting more stressful. But this always happens at this time of year - it's a pattern I've been through 5 times before, but I don't want to work this hard anymore, now that I'm actually enjoying parts of my life. But I just have to maintain through October and things will relax to a more normal mode - I hope.
It's hard figuring out my relationship with my husband lately - he really is very happy with the changes in me, both physically and in general (personality, temperament) but I was always there. It's nice but it's also a bit hurtful in some ways. Our roles have so totally reversed, especially now that he is "dependent" on my salary, it's just hard to adjust, especially since we came out of such a difficult time. I know we'll get through this, but I'm finding that there are times I just want to be alone....
But I am so happy, in general with everything, and greatful for this incredible gift, that has brought more than I could have expected.
