Well, two more days to go until surgery.  I'm starting to get a little nervous.  I don't know if I'm more nervous about the surgery itself or if I'm nervous about my life changing.  Of course I'm excited though about my new life.  I look forward to feeling like I fit in with the rest of the crowd and not worrying about being the heaviest person in the room.  I most look forward to being able to keep up with my daughter and having th energy to play with her. 

I'm so excited!  I finally have a date for surgery.  I'm having the lab band procedure.  My surgery date is June 21st at the Barix Clinic.  I'm looking forward to this.  I can hardly stand the wait.  As it turns out, I don't owe anything for my procedure because we have Blue Cross under my husband and under my employer, so what one policy didn't cover, the other one did.  What luck.