Ok,
        11 hours and counting, in 11 hours I will be at the hospital, getting my IV started and prepped for surgery. The only thing that really realy SUCKS is my mom and husband can't come in with me while they prep me, which usually takes a couple hours... no? I've never done this before, been by myself. I probably look like a big baby, but I'm not, I just get anxious easy. 

Today was so hard, doing the clear liquids for a whole day has been so hard! the operating room scheduler called me at 11:48 and told me I need to check in for surgery at 7:15. I'm worried, because I'm not really worried! I've had surgery before and everything has been fine, but I'm worried that it hasn't hit me yet. It hasn't hit me that I'm going in for surgery in 11 hours. Maybe when I lay down to go to sleep in 1/2 hour it will hit me.

I pray I'll be able to sleep tonight!