Hello,i am so worried this surgery is only a dream.coming up with 4.900 dollars is going to be so hard ,this is driving me crazy,went through so much.to finally get a date all the tests ect,and a little thing like aftercare program,and 1.800 co pay might stop this.we are moving next couple of weeks,my husband works seven days a week haven,t seen him since feb.i am just venting.i am not losing any weight here this will help my heart sooo much!!!! well we will see have a great day!!!!

hi everyone well my surgery has been changed from june 3 to aug 5 its been a long time since i have posted my dr has court that week thats ok were moving and that gives me time for it. and save for the 4.900 aftercare.have a great week Deanna

Hi i just don't understand life sometimes ,why it has to be so  hard,why i have to struggle so much,i know god always has a plan,i just wish he would let  mein on it! well hope everyone is doing good dr put me on some depression pills so i hope they help me takecare Deanna

Hi well the drs office emailed me and told me i need 3.000 for aftercare and maybe 900.00 also for them plus maybe 900.00 for the hospital, that is 4,900 plus they now say i might have to drop my husbands insurance,i wrote back and told them i can't go there blind i will need to know,if that is the case,all have to change my surgery,there is no way i can dig that up.man i hate this were having such a hard time.can barley buy grocerys,pay bills ect.my husband works 7 days a week he lives on the road i see him every 3 to 6 months,he drives a semi this sucks i never see him were drowning we have a year and a half to go before he can own his truck the gas prices are killing us,we haven't lived together for 8 years were having our 25th wedding anniversary may 26,2008 hope we get to be together i feel like crying ,life sucks sometimes sooooooooo much i am at my breaking point,i might lose my house i haven't rented in 20 years can't work because of my heart, yeah i am having a pity party i just needed to vent this all is driving me crazy!!! well sorry for being so down and all also need to dig up 500.00 for motel and expeneses for my helper,well going to go ...have a great day Deanna

hello,what a boring day,i am soooo depressed,can't shake this,i know it doesn't help but i worry about everything might have to move,we just can;t afford our house were buying,don't know what to do.just needed to vent everyone have a great day Deanna