It has been awhile since I have written and I am sorry about that.  Life is happening all around me.  My mom who suffers from Alzheimer has been living with me and I have been taking care of her.  The warm weather is FINALLY here.  Seemed like an eternity for it to get here.  Nows that it is my mom and I have been hiking alot,  Well I oush her in a transport chair and I hike.  It gives me additional exercise to push her with the extra weight which is good.  And I always wear a pack pack filled with our water and healthy snacks for us to eat.  My RNY was 11-2-11 and I am still loosing weight which is great.  I am down to a size 6 and I am actually wearing shorts now.  It's a great feeling to be able to feel confident enough to show the legs :)  I love my tool and I love my new life.

Had to share!!!!!

Take Care,

Deb

Another month has gone by and more pounds and inches have left my body  YEAH!!!!  I am now in a size 8 jean.  Can you beleive it, a single digit.  When was the last time I was in a signle digit that I can remember, ummm maybe when I was 6 yrs old.  I went to the plastic surgeon just to get a plan going for the skin removal.  He asked me if I have stabelized on my weight lossyet and I said no I am still loosing.  The Dr. said to give another 6 mo and to come back and in the meantime any rashes that happen to develope to take pics and keep all receipts of any meds I have to pay for.  This would go into my file and this would be additional info for the insurance as well.  I want to loose another 50 pounds.  Everyone tells me I am stick now that 50 more pounds would be too much.  Everyone has an opinion and thats fine.  I just smile and go on my way.  There are co-workers that are very very jealous of me and others that are very happy for me.  I walk every day, I swim 3x a week for 2 hrs, I run in 5k's and training for the 1/2 marathon.  The hatrers will sit and talk about eating junk food and actually stuff their faces with stuff thats non healty and fattening and no physical exercixe at all except to lift the arm to feed the mouth.  I should be an insoration to them, they should not be jealous of me.  They should ask me for tips and receipes.  O well, there eill always be haters in this world and my revenge will be living healthy and having a good time doing it.  I have the body and positive attitutute to prove it.

Take Care,
Deb
:)

Hello Journal,
It's been awhile since I last wrote to you.  I have been doing really good and keeping on track.  I swim in the summer at my neighboorhood pool.  I walk 5 days a week during my luncdh.  I have joined a hiking group and now am an event organizer.  I have ran a lot of 5k for different organizsations and fund raisers.  I enjoy running and now I have found a new passion....TENNIS!! Where I live, our country club has a tennis ball machine that tosses balls to me pver the net and makes me run up to the net, way back to the end of the court, to the left, to the right.  The cardio is great and works muscles I never knew I had in my hips, theighs, buttocks and legs.  It's a different type of soreness from running.  It makes me know I have "woken up" those dorment muscles.  I really enjoy the game and then more exercise comes in to play when I have to bend over and pick up all those balls that I hit back over the net. There is alot of bending over.  Calling on all sorts of muscles.  October I am back in the pool at the health club I go to.  I do not like working out on stationary machines, I need to be moving around.  A treadmill is not for me.  I'd rather walk/jog/run in the park, on a trail, with my dog.  I love life now and live each day like it was my last.
There are a few ladies who are very jealous of me and seem like they really hate me for some reason,  When I was sick and unhealthy they liked me, now that I got healthy and will not eat the bad foods that they eat they despise me for it I suppose.  I guess its like a person on drugs, their drug addicted frineds are happy they are around to enjoy the bad stuff, then when they decided to get clean and sober allf a sudden they dont want to be their friend anymore.  I dont need any negativity in my life when I am full of positive energy.  They should look to me as an inspiration.  I am in a size 10 now.  Do not know if I was ever in a size 10, am sure I was, however I do not remember it. I never wore makeup before, now I do not eave the house without looking fabulous.  I do not buy brand new clothes yet cause I am still loosing all kinds of weight which is ok with me.  So I go to the goodwill and after they get to big for me I donate them back for someone else to enjoy. My BMI was 59% it is now 29%.  I was 384 pounds, I am now 180 pounds. I was in a size 32, am now in a size 10.  My shoe size even went from a size 11 to a size 10. My cholestrol is healthy along with all the other blood work they did.  I have people coming up to me asking if I am new as they did not see me before at work and when I tell them who I am they tell me I do not look like the same person (that was the idea LOL!!) and that I look so healthy and beautiful.  That is what makes the people who do not like me jealous with all the positive attention I am getting and I am loving every moment of it.

Take Care,
Deb

I have reached my 1st goalf 199 pounds and it took me  months to accomplish which is a wonderful success for me.  I am still loving my journey.  I am very lucky I do not have haning skin the way alot of people do after WLS.  I have skin beleive me!  My arms are like huge batwings, my legs are not so bad and my stomach is not that bad either.  I can see the formation of abs and it excites me!  I will wait another year and then seek out cosmetic surgery.  I do think becuase I swim each day and walk/run this has helped me in not having a lot of hanging extra skin.  Maybe I am wrong, could be and wouldn't be ther 1st time either.  I still watch what I eat closely and try my best not to go over 4 grams of sugar and watch every single fat gram that goes into my mouth.  I wish I was this good all thru my life, maybe I would not of been so big, who knows.  I love friut, vegtables and Snyders pretzels.  Prestzels are my "junk food" they cruch and taste good and give me that junk food satisfaction.  I will not let any sugary items pass thru my lips ever again.  I have done without it for over 8 months and do not miss it at all.  I have a 30 min lunch and I take 20 of those min and walk/run each day at work.  It feels so good to get out and be able to enjoy the outdoors.  I have joined a hiking group and even host some hikes.  My endurance has really beefed up.  I ran the 5k in March of 2012, did another one in May of 2012 and training for the 10k in March of 2013.  I am not looking for speed and be the fastest, I am looking for endurance, I can jog 1 mile and then have to walk about 5 min to catch up with myself and then jog another mile.  My last 5k took me 20 min and I was taking my time, and thought wow, that was easy.  I would of never thought I could actually do this ever in my life!  I love my life now and can't wait to see where this takes me.  My photographer who has been wonderful and following my journey and capturing it on film has set up hair and makeup for me and will be doing a shoot in my newer clothes and some special "chesecake" pics for the wonderful husband I have.  Going to make a special photo album for him.  This yr for Christmas, I am making memoery books for my kids and sending to them so they can see my journey as well.  Starting off with pics of them when they were small and thru the years pics of me with them and then the new mommy.  I am so excited over this and so proud of me.  The best thing I have ever done in my life is my children and now the 2nd best thinjg I have done (WLS) for myself and my family.
Take Care,
Deb

Life is so much better when you can actually move and enjoy everything, sports, hiking, swimming, walking and going different placesx without feeling like the largest uglist person in the room.  My self esteem is so high, I love it so much.  I am starting to play tennis now and thats more energizing exercise.  Trying to get my legs into shape.  The only skin I have hanging is on my arms. Not as much as other WL people have had.  I am very lucky I do not have any hanging skin on my abdomen.  I really do beleive its from all the exercixsing I have been doing.  I try to keeep active each and everydsay.  I don't like to sit still anymore.  My foods that I eat change from week to week,  One week I will be ok and can handle brocolli then the next week I can't do brocolli.  Which is ok, it keeps my fridge rotating with different foods.  My favorite foods that I can handle well is watermelon and pretzels.  Wish I could find unsalted pretzels.  I suppose the reason I like pretzels is becuase of the crunch.  I am enjoying my new life as a "skinny" person.  I was in the store shjopping the other day and a lady came up to me and siad, "You have great beautiful legs, wish I had legs like yours.  That made me feel so good.
Take Care
Deb