This is my story:
Today I went to see the nutritious and it went well. But I was really hungry and all I could think about was getting some Brown's Chicken. I did and it was so good, now I feel so bad for thinking about eating when I should have been focus on my health.
Today I had my second visit with the nutritious. It went pretty well. I have even lost. I didn't want to know how much but it good to know that I did. I also had xrays of my knees. So I go back to the doctor on 8-9-2004 and we will see how my knees are then.
It's been awhile since my last enter and beening on the sight. I have good news and I have bad news. Well my bad news is that on 10-2-2004 I went to the hospital and discovered that I have acid reflux. The good new is that I have lost 13 pounds on my own in 3 months. I'm pretty proud of myself. :-)
Well, over the last months I have been working out. I try to do it 3 times a week. I think it is going well. I walk atlest 1 mile and ride the bike for atlest 2 mile or something more. I also have been weight training and man I am so sore. But in the end it will all be for the best and that is so I can live long enough to see my boys grow up.
Today I have notice that my clothes don't fit. I'm not sure if I have lost weigh or if is just inches but whatever it is I am so please. I don't get on scales to weight myself because that just discourage me. But since I notices my clothes that is a motivation for me to keep working out. When I can go work out it really bothers me. Unlike before it really didn't matter one way or another.
Still have been working out at the gym. I have notice that I lost more weight. I have not try to preuse get the WLS again, just don't want to be denied again. Maybe soonest I will try again but for now I am going to keep working out.
Well, today is my 32nd birthday. And man I feel like I don't know where I fit in at 32. I really didn't do much for my birthday but I went and work out. I have been think alot about trying to presue get WLS again and I have a day off coming soon. I think it is time to call the doctor again and make me an appointment and start over.
Well it's been awhile since I updated and I haven't had much going on here lately. I have had to stop my work out due to all the crazy stuff that being going on. But I have gotta get motivated to get it going again. I haven't had enough time to persue the approval of my wls. That is something else I need to work on. I just feel as if they are going to disaprove me again and I hate rejection. I don't know if I could take it again. I have loss some weight and inches since I been working out and been stressed. I need to focus on something to motivate me to peruse the wls. I know just knowing I will be healthy again and able to live for my kids should be enough. But it not. These are things that I need to work on here real soon.
I have been feeling a bit down for the last couple of days. I feel like I've lost control of my life. I have to devise a play to regain control. I have been spinning out of control as far as my weight and personel things that happened to me. I have started today getting myself on track to regain my life and I do feel alot better today. I pray that things start to look up for soon.
Well it been a minute since my last update. I have been very busy and not enough time in the day to do my updates. Nothing new is going on in my life. Same Ole" Same Ole'. No I still have not been back to the gym yet and I know that is so bad. But some good news to report is that now my job is switching insurance companies. Now I will have Care First PPO. SOOOOOOOOOO this mean that I will have a better chance of get approved for WLS. But we will see. Until next peace out.
I am so excited. I have been excising again. Yes I said it excising again. I went back to it. I feel so good now. I was really sore at first. But I know that it will get better. :-) Until next time.
Wow it's been awhile since I posted last. We yesterday I went to the Doctor for pain in my lower back. Well I found out that it was my syatick nerve. Man does it hurt like crazy. I also found out that I had gain some weight. That kinda damped my spirit more then before. My blood pressure was so high. they had to check it twice. My blood pressure is never that high. I was so scared that they were going to make me take medicine for it. The doctor just told they would recheck it again in two weeks when I go back. She also gave me the names of 2 different WLS. So here goes again to see what will happen. I think I stand a better chance of getting approved because I have better insurance now. I also have started back working out I was working out so hard on Tuesday and I was working so hard I forgot to go get my son from child care. LOLOLOLOL.
Well here goes again I called and my an appointment a new WLS. I pray that is well be the answer to my prayers.
I finally did it. I went to a support group meeting and I made my appointments with the Psychologist and the Nutritionist. I am so excited. I have been unable to sleep lately I have to force myself to sleep because I know that I have to get up work. I am going to talk with my doctor about this cause I can't take this anymore. I feel so bad now. Just really tried and wanting to sleep. I truely pray that god helps me get this WLS approved cause I really need this.
Well I had my Psychologist appointment and it went well now I have my Nutritionist appointment on 2/02/06. I am getting there and I can't wait.
Now it time to play the waiting game. I have done my part so far to get the insurance approval. Now I have to just wait and see what comes out. I truely feel really good about it. Until next time.
I finally have a date. Yes a date for surgery it will be July 18, 2006. I am very excited but a bit scared at the same time. Man what a long time coming.
I have one more day and a wake up and I will be on the loosing side. Man I think I am in SHOCK. I have been this way for the last week and it is not getting any better. I am so stressed and can't sleep for worrying so much about what is going to happen. I have praised and now I guess there is nothing for me to do but LET GO AND LET GOD.
Well well well. I am a post op now. I had my surgery on 7/18/06 and man it feel really great but I have to question myself as to what have I done to myself? I am not have that much pain but I do have some in my side I am going to call the doctor and let him know. I have issue with sitting and trying to drive my left side is killing me. I still have to get used to not grazing and snacking all day. I have done pretty well so far. My journey has only just started.
Today I went to the doctor for an offical weight in and I losed 30 pounds in 20 days and man I am so stoked right now. I do know that I have a long ways to do but I will keep up the work so that I might get to where I need to be so that I can be health for my children.
Well well the time has come I have got to go back to work on tomorrow and man I and not looking forward to it. I kinda got spoiled being at home. But it has been 7 weeks since surgery and I feel really good. I have loosed so much weight that nothng in my closet fits anymore and I am very happy about that. I have gotten to the place where I don't really want to eat but I know that I have gotta have something in my pouch. So I force myself to eat. I do drink all my water and protien everyday but I something have trouble with all the water due to drinking all that protien and getting full but I do my best. So until later.
Today I went to the doctor to have my weight-in and well I losed 15 more pounds. I know that is really good. But I just don't feel it was good enough so I have decided by December 1st I will have losed another 50 pounds and the will put me under 200. These are my goals and I intend to meet them. So when I stared I was 295-265-249 and by December 1st it will be 199.
Here we are at another day. I feel like I have stop loosing weight and I don't have time to really work out like I know I should. I am feeling really down today. I really don't have much to report but I felt like I needed to get on here and say something.
Today is not a good day for me today. I have gas like crazy and man it doesn't smell good at all. I found out yesterday that my iron levels were still low so now I have been put on iron pills for 1 month. For some reason I think I have stop losing. Which is fine for me my body is tried I know that I will pick up again soon enough. Well until next time.
Wow it been a long time since I last updated. Well I have losted another 10 pounds. Yeah that is so wonderful for me. I am so excited. I sometime can't see the weight loss like other can. I feel like I am fat but my friends and family remind me that it not there it's just me. Last night I had a bad sick spell. I was so sick I thougth I was going to die. My little pouch felt like it was being eat up. I drank milk thinking it was going to help me but it didn't. I finally tried tums that help and I was able to get to sleep. Well that all for now.
It's been a whole minute since my last posting but all is well with me. I am still dropping pounds like crazy. My look changes everyday. I must say I am every please with the way things have turned out so far. I would do it all over again if I had to no question asked. I don't go back to see the doctor for another 6 months so I am on my own for now. I feel that I will do well with it. I have done well this far. Well that all for now.
Happy New Year. I have not beening doing well with my eating but I have decided to change and go back to the way I first started off. I only have 40 pounds to go to my goal and I want to make it there soon. Everyone who I run across say you better stop losing weight we aren't going to beable to see you anymore. it's funny because before everyone would say you need to lose some weight you are too fat. Not that I have lost they are still complianing. I told myself that I would only please me and try to make me happy no one else this year. Well until next time.
I know I just posted the other day but I had to post today. I am so excited. I finally hit the under 200 mark. Yes I said it the under 200 mark I am down to 198 and man does that feel good to me.
It's been a minute since I posted. I haven't had much to report. My weightloss has stopped and I haven't been driniking my protein like I should and now I notice my hair is coming out. But I guess that what happens when you don't follow the rules. I am trying to get myself back on track cause I still hae 30 pounds to lose. Until next time.
Today is my 1 year rebirth I am so thankful and so please that I was afforded this chance to live again. I know that I have not been doing the right thing but I have recently tried to get myself back on track. I still have that 30 more pound to lose. I don't think I want to lose it but just thighten up somethings. I also have been working out again so this should help with the thighten. Well I'm off until next time peace.
It's been a while. I have been doin g nothing. I haven't losed any with in about 3 months which is fine with me I just want to stay where I am now. I am loving the new me. I started back working out hoping to tighten up everything not lose anymore. But we will have to see what's going to happen. Well that's all for now.
It has been to long since I wrote. But I figure now is a good time to. I have gained some weight back and have really been trying hard to lose it. Believe it or not but it has been working. I had to go back to the basic of WLS. I am proud of myself for not giving up but pushing forward and getting back on the right track to success again. I am outta here for now.