1-22-11 - 170

Jan 21, 2011

Went to a clinic this week to get some diet pills.  Not super excited about it because I've been down this road so many times and I know the pills will work for a few months and then my body will adjust to them and they will not work anymore.  :(   I am feeling out of control.  I have eaten everything I want for 7 months and I have gained lots of weight.  My average weight for the past 2 years (before having band removed) was 155.  I now weigh 170.   It is very depressing to know that I had a tool and it made it possible for me to have some control over my eating and my weight and now I have nothing to depend on but my own self discipline and I have never had any of that so I am feeling very vulnerable.   My daugher and I are trying to help each other out.  Our goal is 20 pounds by April 1st.   I sure hope we can motivate each other to stay away from the sweets.   

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