Another weigh in..(Feb 27th)

Feb 27, 2009

Well, I went to a phyc appointment today (in the same building where I go to get weighed in and get more medifast) anyhow while I was there. The nurse asked me if I wanted to be weighed today and skip monday and come back the following friday, so I was all for it...I lost another 2 pounds. That makes 30 pounds lost so far..YaY My appointment with the psychiatrist went very well too, he said I make a very good candidate for the surgery and that he knows I will do well. That made me feel a little better.
    The day has been better so far..I will write again soon.

xoxo :)

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A new day

Feb 25, 2009

Today I am feeling a little better, of course I am alone with the little boy I babysit for, so nobody is around to annoy me.I don't mean to sound like I don't like people around  cause I do. I just also like me time. I am going to the gym tonight to work out, I haven't been at all this week and I really need to exercise. I am so moody lately. I get mad when people talk about what they're eating or going to eat, or had to eat. I don't wanna hear about it when all I am eating is 2 Lean and green meals and 2 shakes a day! I know this is all MY choice and I'm okay with it, I just feel like people could try to be a little bit more considerate. I'm just rambling...Anyhow, I will write more soon.
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Feeling a little down

Feb 25, 2009

I have been feeling a little down today. Everything seems to be stressing me out. My daughter told me today she wasn't sure she wanted to have the surgery done after telling me she did..then saying she didn't to she did again. Now today the day after she started Medifast (which I am paying for) she states that she don't want to have it done again.Which if she doesn't want to it's her choice but she can't keep playing games.I mean, I was looking forward to her and I doing this together. I am doing it no matter what I just feel a lil down that she isn't. I don't know how to explain it really..Well I just needed to vent..I will try to post again later.
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Another weigh in..(Feb23rd)

Feb 23, 2009

I went yesterday for another weigh in & to pick up more medifast and lost another 4 pounds. I was a little let down, thinking I lost more, but was at least happy I didn't gain anything back!  I am still exercising daily and will continue to do the medifast and lean green.My daughter started her medifast yesterday and also found out she lost 4 pounds since her initial doctors appointment. I think she will do okay on it. Please keep me and my daughter in your prayers.
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The beginning

Feb 21, 2009

I started my WLS journey back in January when I first went to see my surgeon. I since then lost  9 pounds. Then went to my medifast appointment and back again for the second medifast appointment and found out I lost another 15 pounds. I go every monday to be weighed in and get more medifast. I am on 2 shakes a day and 2 lean and green meals a day. I couldn't afford to do the 4 shakes a day and one lean and green..or just 5 shakes a day..as my daughter is also doing the surgery the same day as myself. I will continue to update my blog each Monday or maybe before..if I'm needing to just vent about stuff.
I am excited, nervous and scared all at the same time, feelings I am sure everyone that's had or having the surgery has also had.
  I at times wonder is this all worth it? and I answer myself as quickly as I ask..YES IT IS! I want to be healthy. I want to live to see my 3 daughters grow up. I want to feel comfortable walking. (I love to walk) I want to go to the beach and swim and lay out and not feel uncomfortable. I want to go to a doctors office and FIT in the chair and not feel so out of place. I want to go on amusement rides with my daughters. I have NEVER done that. BUT I WILL! I want to go dancing.  I want to be thinner than my fiance. I want to buy clothes I LOVE not that I settled for.I have many many I wants...I know with this surgery I will lose alot of weight..but most of all I will gain my self esteem & my self worth.

Well, thanks for reading..I will post again tomorrow after my weigh in. 


God Bless
xoxo


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