i have been trying to start the proses of consulting my pcp. but my husband worked there for along time and i know every body there & its kinda ambaracing what if they say i dont need it . i dont know maybe im just making excuses for my self . i should just do it !!!!!!!!!
I have two wonderful kids a boy 10 Danny and a girl 3 Emma. MY husband Brandon( we are not really married but been together for so long). My husband and i just graduated the LVN/LPN program and we are officially working nurses!!!!!!! i live in a small town near the ocean in california.
about my fatness:
well i've all ways been a little chubby. I just kept getting chubbier and chubbier but i guess i didnt really noticed. i think i was in denial about being a fatty. i call it reverse body dysmorphia because i really saw a smaller person in the mirror. i mean i saw some fat but just in the right places but i dindt noticed that it was in ALLLLLL the paces. I finally realiced i was fat in a family vacation to disneyland . Holly cow i was (am) hughe. so i decided to do something about it so here i am.
By the way i did tried tho loose the extra "chub" many occations since i was little to the point that i hate the word DIET ( i call it "healthy eating" instead of that junkie word ) but not really sucsesfull (sp?) to the point that i weigh 275 lbs shame shame shame maria (thats my name)
by the way i love this emoticon so im going to put it here