Is it February already? It will soon be Christmas again, LOL. Well as February quickly enters I know it will quickly end and that will put me much closer to my surgery date.  I am still excited and at times nervous.  (Nervous about what to expect not nervous about my decision).  Everything has been submitted to my employer (check), insurance approved (check), select family and friends aware (check) .  I'm not one that  usually writes or journals but I feel that this is so special that I want to have something I can look back on.