I wrote this before my surgery..  I think about it all the time..  So far I have been happy with what has happened to me!


What will happen to the little girl in me, the fat one who has been teased and taunted for years?  The one with no self esteem and is afraid of people?  The one who crys for attention but runs at the sight of it... I PRAY SHE GOES IN PEACE!

What will happen to the promiscous young women in me who looked for love in all the wrong places?  The one with low self esteem who just wanting her hair played with and her hand held?  I PRAY SHE GOES IN PEACE!

What will happen to the woman I am now?  The woman with some self esteem and self respect who is finally kinda okay in her own skin.  The one who has learned to be faithful and love with all she's got.  The one who will dance, sing, and smile.  I PRAY SHE STAYS HUMBLE AND MODEST!!
 

I am not on this site much.. but please if you have questions or need support you can contact me at ezdzit2000@yahoo.com.
Please only contact if you are for real and only if it is about this surgery.  No men looking for a date, no sales people, no bullsh*t..

Thank you!

So i am 10 months out.. Down a total of 118 pounds from my highest and 88 from surgery.  From size 26/28 to 16!  Nails and hair look fantastic!  life is great!... oh ya and check out my pic of my crossing my legs!~!!!

My hair is coming back!  i have baby haors everywhere.. my nail are look ing fantastic and skin is soft..  I think it is the shampoo and vitamin i am taking.. If you want to know more about that let me know!

Well things are moving much slower now.  I am down to 219 pounds!!  Is a size 16, depending on the pants... i remember when I would give ANYTHING to be in a size 20!  It is amazing.  I have slacked off on the gym and stuff and i knw that is why it is slow going.  I can cross my legs. and i do everytime I sit down and i do it with a smile!  I can eat more things but evernow and then some thign doesnt agree and it comes back up.  Sometimes is because i didnt chew enough or eat a little too much and sometimes it is what I aet.  I have had no major problems.  the skin is more of an issue but it is hidden easily by a light undershirt.  So 219..  That is 81 pounds since surgery and 111 from my highest weight of 330.  On a personal level.. I am going back to school in Feb and looking forward to that.. my job is good and relationship is good.  I am loing my new life and i know i need to take care of it better with some more activity...