I'm feeling pretty good these days.  Learning to appreciate my new stomach and new way I look at food.  I never thought my breast friend ( food ) would take a back seat to my everyday life.  I remembered a comment I seen once on here.  Nothing taste as good as thin feels and that's so right.  I think about how I'm going to get in my protein for the day.  Thinking of creative ways to do that.  I still have problems with certain food which is okay.  I work out regularly now and that feels good too.  I'm down 36 pounds in 7 weeks.  Looking forward to the summer for the first time in years.

It's been a while since I've blog. I do make comments on the forums often. However, since my last notation. Me and meat don't get along by itself. It has to be in a cream base or some kind of sauce. The meat is to dry after chewing it for a while. So right now there will be no Shrimp, Chicken or Salmon on my menu for a while. I will try them again. So I've only got sick three times and again from eat meat or seafood. Felling good and still off 3 of my medications.

Today was my first post op appt. and I've lost 15 pounds. I'm really doing well. Having no problem with any foods as of yet. I understand how some people thought how they might fail, because it's not hard. Of course you miss the way you use to eat, other than that it's easy. I just have to take it day by day and handle whatever demon pops up that day. By demon I mean the forbiden food.

Today is my surgery. I woke up a little ealier than usual. I wanted to spend some time with me while my family is still asleep. This gives me time to really think and talk to myself. In the next 3 hours I would have went through major surgery to reclaim my life. It's funny.. I wonder what was I thinking right before I was born? This might sound kind of crazy to some but for me it is enlighten.

Today is my re-birth, a day I choose with my surgery scheduler. I have had two life altering experiences in the month of November. 1st life chaning moment getting married to my first husband and 2nd marring my second husband and now weight loss surgery.

Prehaps it could be one of the mistakes I've made in my life is marrying my first husband, however I was blessed with two beautiful daughters. This man was controlling and that's when I lost control over my life.

So maybe this is my turn to reclaim whats mine and go for it. Live, Love and enjoy my life. Old friend I will miss you. You was there for me when I was at my lowest. My dearest old friend. I'm saying goodbye to all the snaking, over eating and grazing. Old friend, old friend god bless you old friend.

I woke up this morning and the first thing to mind was It's really going to happend. My life is going to change and my mind better be on board. Mentally thinking positive and ready for what's about to come.