ObesityHelp

I remember when i started to be bothered from my weight, i was 15 and it was first year high school. I remember walking down the hall way and some guy  said out loud `here comes the cow`` i punched him in the face but the damge was done .  I went home that day and i cried . Since then I tried all kinds of medication and diets , i would lose 10 lbs and then when i stop the pills i can twice that amout its was fustrating . then i get married and pregnant , that added more weight . After my kids grew a littel, i started having difficulties keeping up with them , the shortness of breath started and then the knee and back pain , i couldnt enjoy my outing with my family. Im lebanese and in our culture the see me and they start say oh ``why you cant stop eating or you have a bueatiful face , DO something your husband will leave you ` thank god my husband is very loving and caring . He is still feeling upset that im going for it I asured him that i want to do it for me and  he is happy cuz he sees me happy.
Now im on my way, Got the aproval and saw a doc and waiiting exact date :) 
so i hope to keep in touch with all of you .