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on November 27, 2007 6:25 pm
Well my fears were well founded. I had trouble limiting my caloric intake on vacation. This just proves what I already knew was true. Dieting is not a long term solution. WLS, I believe for me will be a long term solution. God I hope I am right.
Anyway, I went to great lengths to take pictures of myself with my family on this trip. This is something I have avoided for many years. I hope to look back at these pics as what was. It is odd however that I look at the pics and think that is not me. I have always known that I was overweight, but I've never been able to see myself as others did, even in pics I never saw myself as fat. That is until now. there is no hiding. My minds eye still has not caught up with my current weight of 270+lbs, but I know see morbid obesity when I look at pictures of myself. Still all of that said my minds eye sees myself as alittle overweight. I look at these pics and think "that fat person ain't me".
I finally heard from my old PCP's office today, she said they had my records for me, finally. They have been giving me the run around for one reason or another. I paid $18 for a copy of records that I couldn't seem to get. So I drove to the MD office to pick them up, I got them and sat in my car to read them. Some women with the same name as me, who weighed 208lbs (I wish, definetley not me) had some foot and stomach problems. It seems they can't find my records, now they will try by my maiden name.
Be the first to leave a comment.Anyway, I went to great lengths to take pictures of myself with my family on this trip. This is something I have avoided for many years. I hope to look back at these pics as what was. It is odd however that I look at the pics and think that is not me. I have always known that I was overweight, but I've never been able to see myself as others did, even in pics I never saw myself as fat. That is until now. there is no hiding. My minds eye still has not caught up with my current weight of 270+lbs, but I know see morbid obesity when I look at pictures of myself. Still all of that said my minds eye sees myself as alittle overweight. I look at these pics and think "that fat person ain't me".
I finally heard from my old PCP's office today, she said they had my records for me, finally. They have been giving me the run around for one reason or another. I paid $18 for a copy of records that I couldn't seem to get. So I drove to the MD office to pick them up, I got them and sat in my car to read them. Some women with the same name as me, who weighed 208lbs (I wish, definetley not me) had some foot and stomach problems. It seems they can't find my records, now they will try by my maiden name.
