Stopping by to wish
you the best on your
surgery today i
think it is
Your in my prayers
and when you come
out Welcome to the
Losers Bench
Take it ez and if
you need anything im
here
Ur brother from
another Mother
Matt
Thursday is your
day! Just remember
you are on the
journey of a
lifetime. Try to
enjoy every minute.
It may sound weird
now, but know that
you are cared for
and prayed for here,
and all too soon
this will be but a
memory and you will
be an inspiration to
someone else. I am
waiting for you on
the losers' bench!
I am posting this excerpt based on other Patient's exp. (This is just an FYI for those who are interested and are curious, --like me).
“…Some days I am like on cloud nine because I get so many compliments and I can fit into clothes I haven't been able to in a long time...but the flip side of this new found body is the stuff that some people don't tell you about. Especially things like...there are days that I don't eat, the fact that I feel week sometimes, my hair is coming out in clumps, the really bad breathe, the bad taste in your mouth, how food does not taste the same, the dumping, the dehydration, the lack of energy sometimes, taking your vitamins, making sure you get in enough proteins...etc. I mean these are things that can happen to you from having the surgery”.
"Most people I talked to prior to having the RNY made it seem like it was the best surgery since sliced bread!!! Don't get me wrong..when would I have ever lost 80 lbs as fast as I did...but along with that comes a price. There are days when I feel really good about my decision and then there are days when I have "buyers remorse".
“… I would have to say that this whole surgery thing is 90% mental and 10% everything else”.
"Your daily life will totally change. Your eating habits will totally change".
“Now don't get me wrong on how great the surgery is because I would definitely recommend it for someone who has real health issues to be concerned about. But I would not recommend it for someone who is doing it for vanity reasons because like I said some of the effects of having the surgery can be more pressing than the actual reason you are having it. And then too, things that I am experiencing may not be the same for someone else”
“… Dumping can be in the form of heart palpitations, diarrhea, nausea, vomiting, sweating or shakes…”
“… For some other people their dumping can last for hours!!...”
“…Chewing gum was a big thing for me … but you aren't able to do that until you are about 5 or 6 months out, just for the fear of you swallowing the gum and it getting stuck in your pouch. Also, chewing gum can produce gas in your pouch and that's no fun either…”
“…Now just a little tad bit of info...the sex is off the chain!!! Oh my God ...see nobody told me that one. I didn’t know that you also loose fat down in that area also which makes you supper sensitive…”
No, it actually stays there and creates a lot of digestive juices. Those need to be drained, so they reconnect the intestine to allow the juices to meet with the food so you can digest it."
Today I had my Pysch Eval. all is well (I AM STABLE ENOUGH TO PROCEED) (lol...HA!) Yay! So now, I'm going to the next step which is to see the Nutitonist on 08-30-07. More later.
Yesterday was my first time on OH. So far, so good. There's a lot to learn here on OH and I'm glad we all have this wonderful option for support. I am expecting to meet new friends here to share my experiences with; for their encouragement and to give to others once this process is complete.
Let's see. I'm a 36 year old woman that have always been a size 9-10 up until age 32. Then one day, I noticed...OMG, I'm ... (to put it bluntly)...FAT! That began when my marriage was on the rocks, I was losing something that was very important to me, -MY FAMILY... among other things, I began working for a company that brought on "TONS" of stress, -that didn't help (not at all). Before I knew it, in a nutshell...I had reached an all time high, 244 lbs. I couldn't believe it...I couldn't believe it. Throughout the years of gaining, I would diet and exercise, lose 5-10 lbs and guess what...within weeks, I'd gain it all back "THEN SOME". I am going through an emotional roller coaster, I'd get depressed, then I'd be happy... then depressed...then start the routine again. I KNOW that I don't over-eat, I just eat the wrong things "without" being active. I can't keep going through this.
So, someone I know had the surgery. He looks great! This once depressed and unhappy young man is now an energetic trojan of good health. And I miss that about myself...so that's when I decided to check into the GBS.
I did. But I was afraid. I read about all of these horrible things, some people had to have their gallbladder removed...their hair was thinning...YIKES!! No thanks I said. So, I cancelled my appt. and told the Dr's Office to forget it.
I have several close friends with Diabetes, (people are dying from it...) and at the rate I'm going. I need to really make a change before I get it. Some people tell me that I don't really need it. But the people that are saying this are large women, compared to them..perhaps not. But people that know me; those that knew of me playing tennis, running, climbing mountains... are wondering...DAGGG, How'd you do that? It's just completely unhealthy "FOR ME" ... backpain...labored breathing, --it's too much.
I couldn't stop thinking about it thou...weeks went by. Then one day the Dr's Office called me and said that they still have my paper work, etc. So, "I DECIDED" .. just do it! JUST DO IT!
I waited for my letter of approval. I now have that. I'm going to get my Pych/Nutrion Eval within the next week or so and then ... I'll be ready to schedule my surgery. I'm a little scared but ... I have faith that God will see me through it without complications, without losing body parts and without (Oh, GOD-I HOPE AND PRAY) losing my hair. (I'll keep you posted. AND I'll need all of the support I can get on this so please, please, please...send replies of encouragement). Thx
~My Journal~
Sept. 5th, 2007 - Time is ticking. Am I nervous? Hellsyea!! I've been reading the memorials...(I DON'T RECOMMEND IT), it freaked me out. But the good part is that "most" of those deaths took place years ago, surely technology and protocol has improved. For something as serious as this, I'm ready and checking resources on everything. Keep me in your prayers all. More later. GBG.
Sept. 12th, 2007 - I just spoke to our freind Matthewr07. He says he's doing great! He's a little sore but he say he's able to walk around now and will post later with updates. Good for him....thank God all went well. In two weeks, it'll be my turn and the more I learn, the more I know that I'm doing the right thing "FOR ME". More later... GBG.
Sept. 19th, 2007 - Wow! Eight days away. I've been so busy working (2) jobs that I haven't had a chance to really work out. "I KNOW" that I'm going to pay for it later...I just know it. So, I've made it my "TOP" prority for the next 7 days! More later... GBG.
Sept. 24th, 2007 - Uh-Oh, Uh-Ohhhh guys. Time "IS" running out....Just a few more days and I am now...nervous. Darn it!
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Weight Progress Chart
Date
Wt.
Date
Wt.
Date
Wt.
Date
Wt.
2007-08-28
Tuesday
240
2007-09-21
Friday
2007-10-15
Monday
2007-11-08
Thursday
2007-08-29
Wednesday
2007-09-22
Saturday
2007-10-16
Tuesday
2007-11-09
Friday
2007-08-30
Thursday
2007-09-23
Sunday
242
2007-10-17
Wednesday
2007-11-10
Saturday
2007-08-31
Friday
2007-09-24
Monday
TICK-TOCK
2007-10-18
Thursday
2007-11-11
Sunday
2007-09-01
Saturday
2007-09-25
Tuesday
TICK-TOCK
239
2007-10-19
Friday
2007-11-12
Monday
2007-09-02
Sunday
2007-09-26
Wednesday
Pre-Op
2007-10-20
Saturday
2007-11-13
Tuesday
2007-09-03
Monday
2007-09-27
Thursday
THE BIG DAY!!
2007-10-21
Sunday
2007-11-14
Wednesday
2007-09-04
Tuesday
245
2007-09-28
Friday
2007-10-22
Monday
2007-11-15
Thursday
2007-09-05
Wednesday
2007-09-29
Saturday
2007-10-23
Tuesday
2007-11-16
Friday
2007-09-06
Thursday
2007-09-30
Sunday
2007-10-24
Wednesday
2007-11-17
Saturday
2007-09-07
Friday
2007-10-01
Monday
I decided not to have the surgery! 235 lbs Woeee, how'd that happen?
2007-10-25
Thursday
2007-11-18
Sunday
2007-09-08
Saturday
2007-10-02
Tuesday
BUT THE FIGHT IS STILL ON!!!!
2007-10-26
Friday
2007-11-19
Monday
2007-09-09
Sunday
2007-10-03
Wednesday
2007-10-27
Saturday
2007-11-20
Tuesday
2007-09-10
Monday
2007-10-04
Thursday
231 lbs
2007-10-28
Sunday
2007-11-21
Wednesday
2007-09-11
Tuesday
2007-10-05
Friday
2007-10-29
Monday
2007-11-22
Thursday
2007-09-12
Wednesday
2007-10-06
Saturday
2007-10-30
Tuesday
2007-11-23
Friday
2007-09-13
Thursday
243
2007-10-07
Sunday
2007-10-31
Wednesday
2007-11-24
Saturday
2007-09-14
Friday
2007-10-08
Monday
2007-11-01
Thursday
2007-11-25
Sunday
2007-09-15
Saturday
2007-10-09
Tuesday
2007-11-02
Friday
2007-11-26
Monday
2007-09-16
Sunday
2007-10-10
Wednesday
2007-11-03
Saturday
2007-11-27
Tuesday
2007-09-17
Monday
240
2007-10-11
Thursday
2007-11-04
Sunday
2007-11-28
Wednesday
2007-09-18
Tuesday
2007-10-12
Friday
2007-11-05
Monday
2007-11-29
Thursday
2007-09-19
Wednesday
2007-10-13
Saturday
2007-11-06
Tuesday
2007-11-30
Friday
2007-09-20
Thursday
2007-10-14
Sunday
2007-11-07
Wednesday
2007-12-01
Saturday
Sept. 25th, 2007 - I've learned a lot more information than I expected recently. Still undecided. I'm now leaning towards getting the Lipo, with all that I'd have to give up, would be more of a LOST than a gain after weighing my options. More later.
Oct. 1st, 2007 - I guess with the anxiety from my RNY surgery date worried me so that I lost 10 lbs.
Oct. 4th, 2007 - My PCP has me on a type of phen-phen med. which (to my surprise) "seems" to be working. This is my 3rd day taking it and I'm now 231. (What tha hell?!?!) I don't know HOW it's working but I just hope and pray that it CONTINUES to work.