Had To Go To The Emergency Room today is august 18 th already. wow, where did the summer go? i have beeen sick for most of it. last week 2 x i went to emergency at van wert co. hospital. first time the dr. just gave me stuff for nausea, and sent me home. she wouldn't even listen to me that i had called the barix and they told me i needed fluids. so, on fri. i had to call barix again, they told me to go. on wed. when the dr. didn't do anything dr. vig and michelle were concerned. he called and was so mad. i didn't even catch his name! he was fuming. so, i even called dr. jarvis's office. i was crying, cause i was so dizzy and sick.
now, here it is fri. again. wed. i went back to dr. and carrie admitted me on the 4th floor. yuck, is that place bad. 2nd floor is all nice and new and clean. i felt like i was in a closet. barb grogg is head of the house and she came and checked on me. i thought that was nice. i love her. i had to drink 2 bottles of barium and have a cat scan. it showed nothing i guess.so, they retested me for h. pylori and i don't know the results of that. dr. jarvis sent dr.niektly in. he's a gastro man, but he acted not interested. and as though he knows nothing of g.b. s. the hospital was pathetic. they kept sending me food and drinks with sugar(even though the nurse and i specified not). they put me on clesr liquids. that dr. even stated that i needed something more substantial to stop the burning in my stomach. then said oh well.i am seriously wondering about my skills to speak.nobody seems to listen or care!!!i had round the clock iv's.jarvis came in morning and said i could go home, but get with carrie to see waht i should do, next. that should be a doozie!!!
i've tried really hard today to drink, but still nauseates me so bad. my food and drinks feel like they are stuck now too.i just want to enjoy the rest of summer. we want to go to the lake and rent a boat.please, GOD let me get well. i am doing all they say. at least my neck and head are some better, but i know there is something in our room that makes me plug up.i still am not losing. i'm at 170. it's getting depressing.all the newbies are always whining that they've only lost 100 lbs. in 2 months. man, i'm not even gonna get that. i just want to make my goal.i have 35 more to go.it's sad. i went through all that and if i fail, it's gonna eat me up. i want this bad. to show i can, and i do what i'm supposed to ----- that's the shitter.till next we meet.