I have only lost 5 pounds in the last 3 or 4 weeks, I am really dissapointed, I am just hoping I am gaining muscle or something to the affect. I am feeling like I am slipping into depression, after being on this ride. 
  I have went from a very tight 26 jeans, to a size 16 jeans. I love that part. well actually capris and shorts, I don't wear jeans much in the summer time, and I can't find any at yardsales that has jenas to fit, or anything much at all for that matter, I have very few clothes to wear, so I wear the same clothes over and over, I have to wash clothes most every day, lol.
   I have a hard time staying away from stuff that is quick to grab and eat on the run. but with 2 grown kids in the house, it is hard to keep anything for myself, lol. 
   I have a relationship with a man we have been seeing each other for 9 years, he lives 280 miles from me, I see him every other weekend, but I tell you it is getting so old, not having someone with me here most than 4 days a month. it sucks.  He can't find a good paying job where I live and I won't move cause my kids still live  with me, they are 19 and almost 21. I have the best kids in the world, well the youngest one just gives me trouble from being lazy and his girlfriend don't help matters, he has changed in the last year being with her. my oldest one I couldn't ask for a better child. my kids I am proud to say don't drink, smoke or do drugs. for that I am bery lucky and Thank God for helping me with them all these years, that I have raised them on my own.