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welp the day has arrived and i feel a little bit calm im dressed and ready do go ...i prob packed too much for the hospital stay but oh well. this is going to be the start of many good new and sometimes unpleasent experiences but im read for this i have my family and friends behind me...im going to put everything in gods hand and let the chips fall wher they may... im a bit hungry i had to make a late run to walmart last night and i had realized it was like 11:17 and thought maybe i could make it to the quik trip gas station for my last hot dog for a while . then i snapped back and said dude your not even hungry lol that last mean syndrum aint no joke lol well i gotta go get me some gastric lol

as the day approaches i feel more anxious to get started whit my recovery. im ready for this. i ready to start enjoying my life and  stop feeling paranoid in my own skin. i want to start putting up before pic but they repulse me so....lol.. but im going to bite the bullet and do it . its comforting to be on this site and see all the progress of the befores and afters it really makes me ready.