I have changed so much since this journey began.  I feel alive again and I want to live again.  I have rediscovered that I am important and worth knowing, I have something to offer.  It seems so crazy that I lost so much of my self.  But I am back and I hope the world is ready.   I'm sure ready.

I have gone from a size 28/30 to a size 10.   Its not a perfect body but its one that I am very happy with.  I dont think I ever wore a size 10.  Maybe when I was 10. 

Best part is, its not over. 

Been a long time since I had an update.  Not much different goin on.  Exercise has become a real issue now.  As long as I keep up with it, I lose a little each week.  I'm trying different ways to exercise,  I get bored with it so quickly,  jogging is my next adventure.  I haven't ran anywhere in 20 years so it is a real challenge.  I can only go about 300 ft. at a time but I'll keep pushing along until I don't look so pitterful.  Gotta start somewhere.  
  I'm starting a new position at work.  DAY HOURS!!!  That should be great.  It's in accounting, little worried about the job, I've never actually had an accounting position, even though its what I went to school for.   I'll actually have my own desk!!    
    

Well all is o.k.  Weight is still coming off .  That's good. 
Just found out hubby has been sentenced to another year in GA.  Sometimes I really hate army life.  I wasn't ready for that one.  Another year of doing it all on my own.  At least I'll have him for a weekend to celebrate our 10th anniversary.  We're going to a hotel.  NO KIDS!!!      Still trying hard to get this protein in.. Its so hard to drink those shakes,  they make me sick after a while, but my protein was low at last check-up so I've got to try harder.  My diet consists of mostly fish, chicken, and turkey and just a bite or two of something with it.  School starts in  week, I'm not ready but I guess I'll have to deal.