on March 11, 2008 8:30 am
I read the other day that sometimes, feelings come out *sideways* and I believe that. It doesn't make it right or wrong.. it just happens. I think by being human we are not sure how we truly feel on some situations at the time. So to cope.. those feelings come out sideways.. and eventually work their way into feelings that are true and clear. Or sometimes.. they just stay sideways.. and we learn to work around them.
I have been reading alot of motivational daily readings to help me get thru this lesson and it's been very rewarding.. rather than *self-medicate* or drink.. as I'm sure is how I handled stress in the past. I still DO NOT want or care to drink alcohol anylonger.. I see how it effects others and see it destroy their life and I know I want and deserve better than that. I am blessed that GOD has taken the crave away from me.. TODAY. I will try to stay in contact with God so that it's His love and support that I always seek and not a person or drug.
I've not written here in awhile.. and just thought that if I wrote down some of what I'm feeling.. I will feel better. Thanks to all who offer support and their love/friendship to me.
until I feel the need again, love to all!!











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and I WILL have faith in GOD that I will be OKAY!!
*.. but we chatted briefly, and she gave me her number telling me to call her so we could get to know each other.
whom I've known for many years from the Single's Board. Another couple, who's found love thru having this surgery and meeting on the OH Single's site. AWESOME!! Dan and I left Saturday morning and arrived in Cleveland, Oh around 1:30 at our hotel. 









