Well I don't get to post everyday like I want but I am feeling great. Still going to the gym and working out for an hour at a time. I have gotten busy school is fixing to start and football season is here for my son. I am so busy and  almost don't have time to eat. I am never hungry and I still have to make myself eat something. All in all I am great and I am loving my band.

Ok I know I have been exercising and sweating my butt off but 8 lbs in 1 week. I weighed to day because I felt a little light and I wanted to see if my first fill had helped me lose 4 more lbs well the scale was down 8 lbs and I was like really that would bring my weight loss up to 34 lbs is this denile for me or am I just losing my mind I thought. Needless to say I am happy almost at the 40 lb mark and only 2 months post op that is amazing.

People always want to say that weight loss is easy and that you can do it on your own. Well I have news for the speak before you go through it people weight loss is not easy and surgery for it is not either. I have lost a total of 26 lbs and people are like WOW what are you doing so I tell them what I have had and what I am having to go through and it's like you could do that own your own. Yea and I am like you can have a baby on your own also correct!!! So I am no longer going to tell people that I had surgery I am going to let them think that I am doing it all on my own just to see if that influences them to try it on their own and see how far they get. I know rude but I am just that kind of person when it comes to somethings.

Ok so I had my first fill yesterday and It was not that bad. I was all nervous for nothing. Things went very smooth I was only stuck once but he had to do a little digging because he was on the side of my port. When he finally hit my port I felt a little pop and I was like that is it and he was like yes you are correct. When he pushed the fluid into my port I could feel it and it felt like when you drink to much water and it is in your wind pipes I almost thought I was fixing to throw up. My dr said that people usually don't feel it that I was a special case little does he know how correct he was. Well I am down another 3 lbs which is great I am down to 360 lbs and I have not weighed that in about 3 years so I am happy and can't wait to get to 350 I think I might lose my mind when I get that low and with ever weight loss I get closer to being under 300 lbs is like sitting in heaven eating ice cream with God.

Okay so last week I was very sore from my first real workout. I worked out again that Friday to relieve some of the sorness. I must say it did work for a little bit but the sorness returned. Well on Monday I worked out for hour in a half and I feel great. Like I said this working out is working out for me. I am goning on August 7 to get my first fill. I am a little worried but I know I will be fine.