So today is the day, im nervous and anxious and everything I did not expect to be by just making a phone call, but this is the start hopefully, the start to a new fresh me, Ive struggled so much with this my whole life and its just all the little things it has taken this long but to not beat around the bush im doing it, this is what ive wanted ive tried everything else and this was my last resort but i think this is what ive been needing and looking for all along, i want to get as healthy as i can this year as i turn 23 i want to have a family some day and with where i am at i dont even see the need because i do not feel like i would even be around! So today is the day, wish me luck but im going to get the ball rolling. Goal is to get approved and scheduled for surgery before my birthday in may.