heathercross
May 10, 2007 (the next chapter)
Its been almost a yr since I posted. My weight is up dramtically. I saw Dr Leitman last friday (only bc my healh insurance was running out and felt as though I needed to see everyone before it did). I weighed 211. I was fully clothed and I had just had lunch, so, that was a little more than I normally weigh. I've been weighing in at about 205-208 for about a month or so now (maybe moreor less but I only recently bought a scale). You see, for the last 6 mos, maybe more, Ive had this attitude that I can do and eat whatever I want. And I have been. But, for a while, it didnt affect me, or so I thought. But, in Januaury, I met a guy and I stoped working out. I got so busy with him, that I stoped my normal routine. My drinking has also been on the upswing again, hence the weight gain.
Im not happy about all this. Dr Leitman, didnt seem too worried. My lowest was right after the LBL when I was 175 or so, but, that was surgery weight loss. The most accurate weight was 185-189 which I was a comfortable size 10. I was that for a good 3-4 yrs. Sometime, about a yr ago, I think right before the boob job, I was at like 190 or so, so, in the last yr, Ive gained about 15lbs. I think it all started last summer when I just let loose.
Anyway, what am I going to do about it because it scares the bejesues out of me. Well, yesterday was my last day of work. I took the summer off to study for my GMATs. I want to get my MBA and my job was getting to be such a mind fuck that I couldnt do it anymore. SO, Im taking the summer to (1) study, (2) figure out what I want to do and (3) get my ass and mind in shape.
